Hello world. The following is from 2019.


My brothers, what you fail to understand or recognize here is that NO ONE is required to think, say, do or believe as you are choosing to nor as you would dictate they do. The only one you can control here is you. In this respect your mind and choices are the only things you have the power and control to change here. It does not matter what anyone else would choose for themselves. All that matters is what you will choose for you. Your choices effect you and only you in the end. For it will your choices you must live with and heal from eventually. Step back and contemplate these perspectives I am placing before you of what you are dealing with in regards psychological indoctrination.


I AM a Natural Mystic and Clear Open Channel for Spirit or psychic. I was raised Catholic and left that religion and all religions at age 14 after 14 years of molestation, exorcisms, rapes, caning, beatings, mental and emotional abuses. My family blindly believed the church when it deemed me as being evil and demon possessed. I had court appointed psychologists tell me I was lying, wanted it, deserved it and should have stayed silent about it all. They used psychological indoctrination in myriad forms including torture to get me to conform and comply so believe what they dictated I was and was to be.


What I went through were extremes in abuse. It is possible to heal on all levels of our being and become that beacon of Light in the darkness for those around us. Stand in your Light of Truth and become that beacon of Light for those around you. It does not matter if they choose to accept what you share. It may not be them who counts in those moments but those on the sidelines watching what transpires. Be willing to change your own mind and stance when presented a different Truth. Do not clutch what you believe to tightly or it may just end up suffocating you in the end.


All we may do is work on ourselves and change our own minds about what we are choosing to believe so perceive. No one can drag you kicking and screaming into the Light of Truth. You cannot drag your brothers kicking and screaming into the Light either. All you or anyone may do is lay the Truth before them and walk away giving them the opportunity to pick it up and examine it for themselves or ignore it if they so choose. Each Being must be willing to seek the Truth for themselves. No one can do this work for them. They must willing do this for themselves for no one can prove anything to them if they do not want to hear or see it.


When one is handed the Truth and choose to deny it they are faced with cognitive dissonance mentally, emotionally and even physically as they react subconsciously to what has been shared and shown them. Many will find themselves angry and confrontational when faced with a Truth they would prefer to deny.


Change is difficult no matter what it is we are trying to change. It becomes even more difficult when it is ourselves we would change. When we choose to change ourselves we receive negative responses from those around us. They would prefer we stay the same and be as they would have us be. In choosing to change ourselves and choose differently than them we now become an antagonist or thorn in their side.


It is their own judgmental beliefs that are causing them to experience blame, shame, guilt and fear in those moments. They fear to be judged as they are judging you. They fear to question what they are believing in, because when they do they recognize how they did so blindly without question. They are terrified of taking responsibility for themselves and their choices to blindly believe.


What they fail to understand is that once they take responsibility for those choices and themselves they are able to change their minds and let go those beliefs freeing themselves from further manipulations in similar ways. They have to see it before they can heal it. This means they have to willingly look at what it is they would believe of everyone and everything including themselves. It is a choice each Being must willingly make for themselves here. All you can do now is be an example by Standing in your Light of Truth without fear of persecution.


Remember you cannot change anyone's mind here but your own. Each of us must choose to look and question on our own. No one can force this upon us. It HAS to be VOLUNTARY due to Free Will.


This is why I research everything now and no longer blindly accept whatever I am told, see on tv, hear or read in a book. I found everything I was taught to believe in where lies used to control and manipulate me subconsciously to someone else dictates and to do so willingly without question. I research, question the so called facts and look for documentation to support or refute those claims. I refuse to be a willing slave.


This is why I cannot blindly accept and believe ever again.


Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.