Hello world. The following is from 2017.


The last time I went clothes shopping in a store I was between sizes 14–16 in slacks and skirts. On a whim Alex and I went shopping so I could try on some clothes and see where I am in sizes. I am happy to report that this girl right here is now wearing a size 11–12. I now understand better why it was my pants no longer stay up on my hips… I lost a few more sizes on my waist… Hmm, I wonder if I will be hitting the weight and size I was in my teens? I am almost there now. Twenty five more pounds and I could be there…


Holy mackerel! Do I really want to be 34–24–38 again? It sucked buying clothes then too… Small bottoms and extra large tops… Hahahaha…. I just got a visual of me dressed as Jessica Rabbit for Halloween…Buwahahahaha! Got love the humor of my Guides and these pictures they paint for me.


Last night Alex came across a video from around 2009 of me at his moms house. It was a short clip, but a shocker of one. It was a close up of me and just how big I was back then at 275 Lbs. after my motorcycle accident when I started walking again with a cane and walker. When I look at myself in the mirror now the being I see is the same yet different. The shell is similar, yet changed. What is changed the most is the eyes. When I look into my own eyes I am able to see the soul within me. I no longer see the mask I believed represented me. I no longer see the pain and suffering I once knew so intimately. When I look in the mirror now, I see my soul looking back at me with love and joy in the light of my eyes at the understanding that, I am finally able to truly see ME…


Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.