Hello world. The following is from 2014.
I do not want to see you, as my enemy.
I no longer, want to believe.
The spite filled angry hurtful words, you bleed.
They drain the very life, from me.
These things you say, and deeds you do.
They split my mind, right in two.
My Ego mind, and what it perceived.
Your blind attacks, that wound me.
Where only what, you misperceived.
Projecting out, what others do.
On anyone, around you.
Hyper vigilance has become, a necessity.
To keep away things, that make you bleed.
A thoughtless action, a word said.
In casual conversation, starts the dread.
That childish fear, of being hurt again.
The anger and fear, of a new betrayal.
Living in guilt, and denial.
Not wanting to look, past the walls.
You've built up, since you were small.
Feeling fragile, on eggshells you reign.
The crunching and cracking, under the strain.
Finally you fall, in a boneless heap.
Pouring out your soul, in the tears you weep.
Learning to love yourself, and to forgive.
Learning a new way, in which to live.
Stop what you're doing.
Try to perceive.
Unconditional love must be given, to be received.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.