Hello world. The following is from 2016.
For the past few days, weeks, months (not really sure the time) I have been having nightmarish emotionally intense dreams. When I awake I can remember minute details intermixed with understandings of how things may have been similar yet different. Such as a door opening the opposite way. A garage attached to your home when you do not have one.
I awoke this morning to the dregs of a dream. I was in a plane with hundreds of others and the engines were failing. Just as the last engine failed the captain joined all of us and buckled in for the crash. He did the best that he could do. The autopilot was going to do the landing. Then he began to pray as did the rest of us.
I used to sit here asking God why me. I used to sit here wondering what my purpose was. Why was I created and what function am I to fulfill? When I listen to those around me share of their experiences I recognize I myself have experienced similar or the same. The diversity of these experiences have been blowing my mind.
As I awoke, I laid there taking in an understanding of just how loved I am. That I am and have always been loved and supported by the Universe or God. That on every step of my journey His hand has been guiding me. That each time I reached an exit point I have been given the choice to continue here or move on to another life. That I have always been given a choice in what it is I want to do.
I came here to learn from my experiences who I truly am. I came to share those experiences and the lessons I have learned. I am here to heal myself and help my brothers heal as I am. I came here to awaken from the nightmare of my beliefs that I chose to believe. I am here to share my truth. How I have gained my inner peace and the healing of my body of all disease. How I have found the love within me for me.
Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.