Hello world. The following was written 11/13/2020.


For the last few days I have been finding myself in conversations with different brothers, in different places and on different platforms on different days. What is occurring would be my commenting on something a brother has shared and another brother coming in and asking me questions or making statements to which I am guided to respond.


Another aspect coming into my awareness would be my brothers choices to judge that which I have shared and my journey in general, at first. Once a deeper sharing is given a silence ensues there after from those brothers. What is usually shared in those moments are real life experiences of trials, traumas and tribulations used as the examples of how my perspectives and purviews have shifted so changed, changing how it is I am now perceiving all to be including myself.


Some seem to grasp what has been shared so choose to join with me in accepting that which is shared for themselves as understanding comes of exactly what it was I was pointedly shining a Light on with my sharing of that which they initially chose to judge.


The following were my brothers questions, statements, responses ending in their eventual silence...


A brother asks, "WHAT IS AN IMPORTANT QUESTION THAT YOU WANT ANSWERED REGARDING ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS?"


Another brother asks, "How to prevent them?"


My response, "Hello brother. Be willing to look deeply at what it is that is causing the panic and anxiety to occur. Meaning question what it is you are experiencing in those moments. Look at your thoughts and question them. Ask yourself where they came from, why are they there, who taught them to you and why you are CHOOSING to believe in them. As you begin to do this catch and release of your thoughts like a fisherman, you will start to notice how each thought is connected to an emotion which is connected to your bodies physical responses and reactions. Another aspect to pay attention to here are the judgments and judgmental labels you are using on yourself in the form of self recriminations and to judge all that is occurring or has occurred. Recognize how those judgements and label are the catalysts effecting you on all levels of your being in those moments. Once you can SEE what you are doing and choosing to do, you can change your mind letting go those thoughts and beliefs so they stop repeating themselves. When you willingly look within you, you open a door to healing yourself. Blessings to you on your journey my brother. Hugs and love."


A brother responds, "Sabrina Reyenga SEEING what your doing is good advice. And it is a commitment to give relaxed attention to your thoughts and where they contect in your emotions and body. One of the common methods to treat something like anxiety is the emotional trance method. If your anxious your already absorbed in unconscious thought and emotions. So the entry to the answer is through the emotional state. I Apply attention to the emotion and were it is in the body. My clients get perspective thats outside looking in at the issue. This creates the separation they need to dissidentify from the issue. Then when they come in contact with their normal triggers nothing happens. And conversational hypnosis is rapid. My clients change quickly."


My response, "Hello brother. What I shared was the processes I had to go through in order to heal myself on all levels of my being of the trials, traumas and tribulations experienced on my own journey. I had to look at molestations, rapes, beatings, exorcisms, canings, mental and emotional abuses to see when, where, how and why I chose what I did to believe of myself, my experiences and those connected to those experiences. In turning within and looking at my experiences and how I was choosing to judge them as being I healed my physical form of two forms of cancer and other diseases without medications or surgeries. In turning within Spirit showed me how my thoughts and beliefs can heal me or kill me. That choice is mine so I have had to consciously look at all I am choosing in any given moment to see how I may be in judgment of it. I AM a Psychic Intuitive or Empath, Clear Open Trans Channel, Spiritual writer, Spiritual Healer and Master Teacher. I share the experiential aspects of my journey with the lessons learned through them showing how all is and was of benefit on the journey. That is ALL without exception..."


Silence...


My brother states, "On Parler now.."


My response, "I am on Gab as @MysticNamuha. I wont sign onto parler as their user agreement dictates they can use my content as they see fit, even monetizing it without compensation to me for my creative content. When I read that I walked away saying no thanks. I own all rights to my creative content. I share freely that which Spirit has given me in understanding as I was asked to do. I am not making money off my brothers for my own work. I will be damned if someone else is going to make money of my brothers using my content. Besides, I speak way to much Truth for that platform anyway as it is no more than controlled opposition who censors on the sly like twitter and facebook used to... You know followers disappearing. Likes disappearing. Content disappearing. That is what a lot of folks on Gab have been saying is and has been happening to them. Haven't experienced any of that on Gab. Total freedom to speak ones mind without censorship and you own your content."


My brother responds, "Sabrina Reyenga Sounds like Facebook yet here you are."


My response, "I go were Spirit would have me go and stay were Spirit would have me stay. I spend the majority of my time elsewhere. Usually writing or on Gab. As a matter of fact the night before last I wrote and published article 802. That is 802 articles in just over 8 years. All published on https://sabrinareyenga.medium.com/ So you see I am here as Spirit would have me be at this time. Spirit has me come and go from different groups and different platforms for myriad purposes. I go where I am Guided Brother. It is that simple.


By the way, when I joined Fedbook a very very long time ago in the early 2000's it was completely free and uncensored. Now they are racketeering with shadow banning while sending advertising to you to pay to be seen. If you refuse they crack down even harder limiting how many see you and what you share. Going so far as to remove your content without notice until you call them out on it... Which I have done many times. Truth is Truth brother and even our brothers who are still asleep need a beacon of Light in the Darkness as they begin to wake up..."


My brothers response, "Good."


Silence...


A brother shares, "A thought from the past that helped me to heal my mind so that this doesn't happen anymore.


I have learned to civilize my behavior so I seldom act on my angry thoughts, but the thoughts are still there sometimes. Any time I think someone should have acted differently, I have silently condemned them, and in my mind, I have punished them. The punishment might even show up in form. I might punish them by avoiding them, for instance.


In the scheme of things, it doesn’t seem like much, but in judging this person and finding him guilty and deserving of punishment I have rejected everything the Course is teaching me. I have rejected my true Self, my Oneness, my unity with my brothers, and with God. In short, I have said that I choose not to accept my self as Love because it would mean that I would have to be one with this person who just doesn’t meet my standards. A poor choice, indeed."


My response, "Hello brother. Something to consider, there comes a point on ones journey when they must understand that it does not matter what a brother is choosing for themselves. All that matters and will ever matter is what they are choosing for them. They are not required to accept nor believe as their brothers are choosing to. They are allowed to choose differently for themselves.


With this understanding also comes the recognition that you are not required to stand there taking a beating for what your brothers are choosing. You are not required to stay in a relationship with those who judge you and are not willing to accept you as you choose to be. You are allowed to "WALK AWAY", "UNFRIEND" or even "BLOCK" those who become abusive in their demands that you conform, comply so adhere to that which they have chosen for themselves. You are able to LOVE them still, but this time from a distance.


The only thing we are required to do here is choose what we want for ourselves. We cannot choose for anyone else, not even our children. We have to accept full responsibility for all choices we would make for ourselves to believe as we are choosing to. This acceptance of responsibility empowers us to Be who and what we choose to Be and not what someone else would dictate we be.


We cannot heal anyone else on the journey. We cannot choose what shall be right for anyone else on the journey. All we are able to do is choose for ourselves and LIVE what we would choose to Be. When we do this we become a Beacon of Light in the darkness for our brothers who are still asleep so lost in the darkness of their deepest nightmares. In standing in our Light of Truth we give our brothers another way of perceiving their reality so change it for themselves. In this aspect they begin to choose to mimic what they see us doing. Eventually turning on the Light within them as they crack open the door to their own consciousness awakening to who they are and are meant to be."


A brother asks, "Sabrina Reyenga love what you commented sister. However. There is nothing in the post about abuse. I think maybe you are putting that interpretation onto it. Which is good for the ones who need to hear it and choose that, is this or was this the situation you created for yourself in the dream? Abuse that is? Or a situation as what you commented above?"


My response, "Hello brother. As with everything I share all refer to the experiential aspects experienced and the lessons learned through them from my own journey. We have to experience certain things for ourselves in order to understand what our brothers experience so go through on theirs.


On my own journey I had to LISTEN when Spirit was telling me it was time to WALK AWAY from my own family when they refused to accept me as I AM and instead chose to demonize and persecute me as being evil so demon possessed according to what they believe their bible was telling them. What they were doing is negating their own scriptures teachings about the gifts we are ALL GIVEN from GOD in PSYCHIC ABILITIES. Their choice to negate what their own scriptures teach and demand I denounce who I AM and that which I AM able to do out of their fears and lack of understanding pointed clearly to the need for me to walk away from them and love them from a distance.


As a child I was beaten into submission by my family and their religious ideologies. I was forced to denounce myself and everything I was seeing and experiencing. As an adult I was no longer required to continue denying who I AM and that which I AM able to do here. As an adult I AM allowed to change my mind and choose differently than what I was being psychologically indoctrinated to using non-contact torture as well as physical torture. Remember I was exorcised and caned into submission by my family and the Catholic Church from age 2 until the age of 14 when I walked away from the church and 16 my family.


I turned within to Holy Spirit on my journey for all guidance and the answers I was seeking. It was Holy Spirit who showed me the Truth and guided me to walk away from the abusive nature of those around me. For it was a form of abuse and ALL of Humanity is and has been subjected to this just as I have."


My brother responds, "Sabrina Reyenga mahalo for sharing your journey with me. Isnt it nice that we are not bound to bodies and that we can love anyone anywhere no matter where they are? And we can still choose to see them innocent and choose not to be a victim? Joined with you beloved sis"


A deeper understanding is accepted...


A brother states, "Let me know how you feel when you're on your deathbed. I've been there multiple times, and prayer is all ya got. I will always keep a praying now."


My response, "I have died and been resuscitated over 100 times on my journey starting at 10 months old when I was kicked across a room into a brick fireplace. My last instant of death and resuscitation was in my early 30's. I am hard headed and slow to learn my lessons. The lesson I was to learn was that I AM not this body I inhabit. I AM the Soul within the shell. The body is a tool, a vehicle that transports me from one experience into the next and then allows me to gauge what each experience shall be for me in those moments.


It took me crossing over and back over 100 times visiting the other lives I AM living simultaneously in other forms Human and otherwise to understand fully that this body does not define me in any way. It is no more than a costume I have donned like an actor on a stage to pretend to be what I am not for the experience of it all.


Nothing is as it may seem here. What we think we know so believe in are illusions we were trained to believe so perceive. All were based on what another chose to believe in as being real so true. Until we question what it is we think we know and believe in we repeat the patterns taught to us unknowingly and unthinkingly... The Universe is a Mental Construct created within the mind and then projected before you as what you perceive to be. What you choose to believe IS what you shall perceive until you choose to change your mind about it...


Blessings to you on your journey my brother. Hugs and love."


My brother responds, "I hope you find your way. God bless you."


My response, "I have found my way brother. I was raised roman catholic. My family blindly believed what the church dictated so began to exorcise and cane me starting at age 2 when I stated there was a dead man with his head almost decapitated in the bathtub. My family and the church negated what their own scriptures stated about the Spiritual Gifts given us in psychic abilities. I walked away from the church at age 14 and my family who were molesting, raping and beating me into submission. I walked away and turned within to Holy Spirit for my Guidance. What I found was a Truth that healed me of multiple cancers and other diseases without medications or surgeries.


When asked Jesus told his followers to follow in his footsteps he was referring to turning within to Holy Spirit for one Guidance as the Holy Spirit IS the bridge to God. This is what I chose to do and have been doing every day since I walked away..."


My brother responds, "I'm good with your choice. I'm not good with you ridiculing others for theirs. Its childish."


My response, "Brother please point out specifically where I am ridiculing another for their choice. You are not accepting of my choice which you have clearly pointed out by saying I have ridiculed another for their choice. I stated facts not fiction here. All has been recorded in legal documentation. Pointing out a Truth is not ridicule. My family and the church DID negate what their own scriptures stated so judged me to be evil and demon possessed. They also used it as their excuse as to why grown men were attracted to me so where molesting and raping me. All Truth. Do the following passages look familiar because the should...


"Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith;"


- Romans 12:6


"Now concerning spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to be uninformed."


- 1 Corinthians 12:1


"For to one is given through the Spirit the utterance of wisdom, and to another the utterance of knowledge according to the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by the one Spirit, to another the working of miracles, to another prophecy, to another the ability to distinguish between spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, to another the interpretation of tongues."


- 1 Corinthians 12:8–10


"To each is given the manifestation of the Spirit for the common good."


- 1 Corinthians 12:7


"Do not neglect the gift you have, which was given you by prophecy when the council of elders laid their hands on you. Practice these things, immerse yourself in them, so that all may see your progress. Keep a close watch on yourself and on the teaching. Persist in this, for by so doing you will save both yourself and your hearers."


- 1 Timothy 4:14–16


"As each one has received some spiritual gift, he should use it to serve others, like good managers of God's many-sided grace."


- 1 Peter 4:10


"Do everything in Love."


- 1 Corinthians 16:4"


Another brother responds, "Sabrina's Reyenga, thank you for posting this. I've experienced something similar, though far outside the Church. I needed to hear this. I've experienced both demonic and good spirits, along with abuse from childhood. If you're like me, it can seem you're alone, but you aren't.


I'm not going to tell you what to do, but please ensure you're in a state of grace. God is bound by the sacraments of the Catholic Church, but He isn't limited by them. You could be brought to heaven outside the Church, but since you were born in it you're safer if you follow the rules about going to confession, Mass (Latin or Orthodox in communion with Rome) and communion. As bad as things are in the Catholic Church, it is the Church Christ established. It is better, safer, to obey. You don't have to go into detail with priests as even the best of them have a hard time understanding edge cases.


I'm praying for you."


My response, "I walk in the Light my brother and have been since the day I was born. I AM, that I AM which is exactly as God created me to be in His image with all the abilities He has. For God does not make mistakes and states He created Man in His Image. Not His reflection. Not His shadow. Not His afterthought. We are created EXACTLY LIKE GOD. As Jesus stated we shall move mountains and more beyond what He was able to do.


I AM a hands on healer. I experience the pain and suffering of others within my own body literally. I experience their mental, emotional and physical pain within my own body. This ability allows me to understand and pin point that which is hurting my brother. I AM able to find the cause and help then SEE it so THEY may heal it thereby healing themselves...


All of these abilities have been with me from day one and many others I have not mentioned yet. We are not these bodies my brother. We are the Souls within these shells. Who we are are Eternal Beings. Our True Forms are of Energy or Light. Each time I died I was in my True Light Body before returning to this form to continue my journey.


There is more to this reality than Humanity is aware of. There is more to their minds and emotional energy than what they have been taught. We manifest that which we focus our attentions on mentally and emotionally good or bad. Our fears are what we use to block ourselves from having what we truly want in our hearts."


I AM a Mystic. A psychic intuitive or empath, clear open trans channel, Spiritual writer, Spiritual Healer and Master Teacher. I share the experiential aspect of my journey with the lessons learned through them of how each one has been of benefit to me in understanding who I AM and am meant to be. I teach the student how to turn within so they no longer seek me the teacher for their answers. I share openly, honestly, bluntly and authentically all I have experienced and learned on my journey holding nothing back, hiding nothing. I AM here to help Humanity heal by Healing with Sharing one conversation, contemplation, experience, vision and channeling at a time.


I do not and will not dangle a carrot on a stick before you, asking you to pay me first if you would have me help you. I leave that type of manipulation to the cons and charlatans that call themselves the Teachers and Gurus of religions. I will teach you to turn within so seek the answers from within you and not in me or out there in the world in your brothers. I can help you understand how your own mind works and has been used as a tool to manipulate and control you using your mind and emotions as the mechanisms of leveraged control against you. I can help you see what it is you are choosing for you... I extend freely to you that which Spirit has extended to me.


My brothers, everything I AM able to do you are able to do if you choose to. It is a choice you must make for yourself. We are all equals in every way. We have all been trained to see differences between us. I share the experiential aspects of my journey as the examples to show how and when my perspectives shifted so changed. I share what the catalysts were to me seeing all differently. I share the processes I went through that have healed my form of all diseases, my mind of the nightmares I was living and my heart of the burden of the pain and suffering I experienced. By Turning within and accepting what Spirit was showing me, I chose to become who I AM and choose to be.


I AM, that I AM which is exactly as God created me to be in His image...


Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.


Please be the Light I know you to be. Please be the Light I see you to be. Please be the Light you are meant to be. Please choose to be the Light.