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We are here to heal ourselves and each other. We do this by sharing our experiences and the lessons we have learned or are learning from them. Experiences in the past, present, and future are to be shared. Everything we experience is for our benefit and the benefit of our brothers healing. You are here to heal. Heal yourself and heal your brothers of the false beliefs you hold forth as being true. The judgments you were taught to own from the cradle are part of these beliefs being held. Abuse, drugs, habits, personal judgments of self, beliefs, and anything else that may be blocking you from healing. Nothing is off limits. Only by looking and asking for the truth will they be healed then released. No one can do this for you. You must be willing to look at everything without exception. This is the time and here is the place to heal our misconceptions. Our judgments of ourselves and everyone and everything we know of. Holy Spirit is showing what is possible. When we allow open sharing we heal.
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The Master Teachers you seek are all around you.


Hello world. The following is from 2018.


Many of you are asking where the Master Teachers are that are to help Humanity heal and regain their Sovereignty. You are asking why they have not appeared yet. Why are they not answering Humanities calls of Love for healing.


Humanity, the way you have been trained from the moment of your arrival here in this reality is the key to understanding and freeing yourselves. You must be willing to look at what it is you were taught to think and believe. You must be willing to look at what you were taught to judge your experiences as being and what you chose to judge your experiences as being based on the treatment and what you were experiencing in those moments.


Humanity you have been lost and wandering out in the wilderness of your imagination and what you have chosen to believe in as being possible to experience for you. Everything you have chosen to focus your mental and emotional energy and attention on you manifest in your reality to be experienced. You do this on an individual level and on a co-creator level.


Humanity, the Master Teachers have been all around you. They are constantly sharing with you the Truth that you seek. They lay these Truth's before you and walk away. They lay these Truth's before you and allow YOU to CHOOSE whether or not it RESONATES as Truth for you.


They do not try to convince you of anything they share with you. They do not ask anything of you in return for what it is they are sharing openly and freely with you. They ask you questions that are gauged to get you to turn within and begin looking at and questioning your own choices to think, believe, perceive and be. They share a perspective with which to look at something from that had not been considered before. One that comes from understanding and non judgment. Of compassion and empathy for where their brother is at on their journeys.


In many instances they will give one clarification as to what it is that is blocking them from being able to heal that which was experienced. How many times, it is a concept misconceived that is blocking them or simply a judgment being held that they are not willing to look at yet and let go of. All they share is gauged to get YOU the INDIVIDUAL to turn within to Holy Spirit for the next stages of your journey into the Labyrinth you have created for yourselves.


Humanity, each one of you are responsible for your individual choices to think and believe as you do. No one else is responsible for these choices YOU have made, but YOU. The training you received here has you blindly following, believing and accepting what another is telling you is the truth. You have been trained to seek out the judgments and opinions of those around you and enact those same judgmental beliefs on yourselves in the form of self castigation.


Everything you have been trained to do has been done on a subconscious subliminal level without your conscious knowing or understanding of what was happening to you at that time. You held no understanding that you were being coerced, manipulated and controlled through judgments, opinions, punishments of ostracism, physical violence and the mediums of shame, guilt and fear being used on you.


Understand, the ones who were doing these things and training you in this way had no understanding nor knowing of what it was they were doing to you. They were repeating a pattern that had been taught to them by someone else. They were taught to think, believe, perceive and judge everyone, everything and themselves from a perspective of the victim. They are taught they are required to believe what they are told by anyone who states they are the authority. They are taught the authority starts with their parents, then drifts to every adult around them. Then as adults it drifts to society, their bosses, government and laws. They are taught that someone ALWAYS has authority over them.


Humanity you have been trained to perceive yourselves as different from each other. To perceive your brothers as above or below you. You have been trained to believe that someone has authority over you and that you are not allowed to say no to their dictates. You have been trained to believe in and accept the prohibitions created by Society and enforced by mans laws. You have been trained to accept prohibitions that whittle away at your freedom to be Sovereign Beings that are Self Governing. You have been trained to do all of this without your conscious knowing. Just as those who came before you, you have chosen to repeat the same patterns that were taught to them and that were then taught to you.


There are Master Teachers all around you my brothers. I AM a Master Teacher. The issue many of you face here are your own choices to pick and choose what it is you will look at and consider, and you judge the messenger instead of listening to hear the message and what is being shared with you.


If you truly wish to heal you must be willing to listen and not respond. To listen and contemplate what is shared with you without judging it. Simply consider it and ask yourself if it RESONATES AS TRUTH.


For those with interest I can be found on multiple platforms. You can google search my name and find I post on sites such as Onstellar.com, Medium.com and Patreon.com/HealingwithSharing. I invite you all to come walk with me on this journey to healing and the taking back of your Sovereignty of Being through your Free Will to be as you were meant to be which is Self Governing as God created you to be. You are Sovereign Beings. What you do here now is play at being the slave...


Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • Judgments, opinions and the belief in them are forms of attack.


    Hello world. The following is from 2017.


    Something to consider here is what an "attack" actually is... An attack, is a belief in a "JUDGMENT" that is being handed out and "ACCEPTED" by the ones witnessing it as being the truth. As being something that defines them, their brothers, and the world. It is that belief that something has gone wrong that is at the core of the issue here. That a correction needs to be made through judgments and the acceptance of judgments/opinions as being what is true as defining us, our brothers and the world itself. It is the belief that judgments are true.


    In those moments the one judging is believing they know what is right and best for themselves and their brothers. That they would and could know better than God. The ones witnessing these "attacks" are believing it and accepting that the judgments being handed out are true and are choosing to believe in them. It is this choice they are making to believe in those judgments that is causing the conflict within them that has manifested all the pain and suffering they are experiencing in the moment. They are choosing to believe that their brother knows better than God what is best for them and their brothers. This belief is in conflict within them and is causing them to believe they and their brothers are being attacked. That something has gone wrong and is not as it should be.


    Something my brothers have still to learn is that everything is for their benefit. Every experience has been orchestrated specifically for them. Each experience has a lesson within it that helps them remember who they Truly are within. Every dialogue is of benefit. Even vitriolic dialogue can be of benefit. It brings to the surface that which was hidden to be viewed and healed in the Light.


    When conflict arises within look at it. Do not bury it, deny it and judge it to be this or that. Question it instead. Ask God and Holy Spirit what the truth is of what it is you are perceiving in the moment. Ask for the truth to YOUR misperceptions. They are yours and you must be willing to see them for what they are and where they came from. That each one is learned. They were taught to you just as they were taught to the ones who taught you. It is a pattern repeated that was never questioned. That you are the one holding a judgment of whatever is happening in the moment. That to defend yourself or another is to believe that something has gone wrong and an attack must be defended against... For when I defend myself I AM ATTACKED. In my defenselessness my safety lies...


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • I am obsessed with MY SOVEREIGNTY of Being to be Self Governing, for MY Sovereignty is ALSO my Brother's Sovereignty.


    Hello world. The following is from 2018.


    On May 1st I had two separate dreams were I had beings "invite me" to join them in the "Middle Earth". The first group to approach me were around a campfire. They told me "The Event" has already started. They said there was not much time left. Would I come with them to the Inner Earth. I would not be able to come back nor contact or see my loved ones ever again. They tender their invitation with conditions using a catalyst of fear to prompt a fear driven reaction for ones safety to comply immediately and go with them. Problem is they underestimate our emotional responses to love and those items or beings we feel responsible for such as our children, spouses and what we feel is our purpose here.


    My response was a no thank you, I need to get to my Husband. An older man who was tall, skinny, scruffy and dirty spoke then as he reached out to wrap his arm around my shoulders. He said, "Since the Event has already started Sweet Heart, you may as well stay with us now. We will keep you safe." I felt his intentions to herd me with them and not allow me to go of my own free will. I duct under his outstretched arm and began running away. I found myself climbing onto what was a motorcycle that hovered racing away from them as fast as possible.


    I awoke for a few minutes and went to the restroom. Upon falling back asleep I found myself in another dream. This time I was at the base of a mountain hiding behind some boulders. Their were searchlights coming through the forest towards me and a group of people who were hiding with me. They were all in beige and were tall and skinny like the guy from the other dream. The difference this time is they were clean.


    I started looking around for my Husband Alex. When I could not see him I asked where he was. I was told he was not with us. When I asked why, no one would answer. I told them I have to find my Husband. They tried to stop me. Telling me I had to come with them or I was going to die. Like that other group they were using fear and the carrot of safety to try and get me to go with them. Once again I found myself running away.


    Over this weekend I found myself having nightmarish dreams. Dreams where I am faced with making a choice of conforming to the dictates of my "family" to gain their form of love and attention or death. I was being shown in the dream that if given a choice of returning to the conditional attentions of my "family" or killing myself... I would choose death. For conditional love is no more than slavery and handing away my Sovereignty.


    It seems I have a theme going on here within my dreams that is manifesting within my reality as well now. It seems as if I am finding myself obsessing over MY SOVEREIGNTY of Being to be Self Governing through my Free Will to Choose what resonates for me. What I am also recognizing here is that MY Sovereignty is ALSO my Brother's Sovereignty.


    If I am not willing to stand up for myself who will stand up for me? If I am not willing to stand up for my brother, how can I expect them to stand up for me? These dreams keep showing me how I must be willing to stand up for myself and those around me. No amount of self preservation will keep my soul from feeling the pain and suffering of abandoning my brothers in their hour of need.


    I find I am no longer willing to bow down and conform to the dictates of those around me. I will not give ANYONE authority over me willingly ever again. I AM the AUTHORITY of ME. I AM RESPONSIBLE for MYSELF and what I am CHOOSING to BE, Perceive and Believe myself to be. No one may make these choices for me. NO ONE!


    Over the last six years Spirit and my Guides have directed me to read different materials and to watch different movies or listen to specific speakers, mostly channels and channeled beings. The books blew my mind away. They had me read A Course in Miracles, The Kybalion, The Emerald Tablets of Thoth and The Law of One.


    After reading ACIM I then started in reading the other books they would have me read. What I found out as I read each one is that they have taught me the principles of each from the back of the book to the front. When I asked them why they would teach me these things "backwards" their response was that it is a nod to their use of my dyslexia to guide me. They have me looking at things from the INSIDE OUT and NOT the OUTSIDE IN.


    When one looks within they will see where they chose to make a choice to believe. They will see where their choices to believe manifested before them for them to witness. They will begin to understand how it is THEY ARE projecting out before them all they choose to believe because THAT IS all they CAN perceive to be.


    Spirit and my Guides have been shining a Light before me on this journey to healing and taking responsibility for myself. Many times the things they show me pisses me off and hurts deeply to think I chose that for myself. Yet every time I stop and look at what they place before me I am healed. I accept what it is they show me as the Truth it is. Once I can see it I am able to heal it. Every time it takes me being willing to look first and ask Spirit and my Guides to show me the Truth of what it is I have done. Every time they show me it was my own choice to believe that was hurting me.


    I was choosing to accept and believe every prohibition that was being handed to me. I was choosing to believe I was required to accept, conform and bow down to the dictates of those who told me they were the authority over me. I was choosing to believe I did not have any choice and was required to do as I was being told if I did not want more pain and suffering.


    In everything the tools of pain, suffering, blame, shame, guilt, judgment and fear wear being used to control me on a subliminal level using these subversive coercive tools manipulations. The movie "1984" depicts this in very extreme in your face way. Yet, it is no different from the subtle manipulations being used in a similar way.


    In that movie they refer to political correctness as the "Thought Police". Children were taught to look to the state for everything and to turn in anyone who is not conforming to what the state is dictating, even their parents. Each time someone was brought to a "publicized trial" they would confess how they were happy to be caught and stopped from the way they were thinking. They were confessing to how they were cheating on their spouses trying to spread disease. Problem is none of them were married. Those who had children were seen as criminals to be watched. The government was trying to eradicate sexual expression and procreation. Through the entire movie they would play in the back ground statistics with spiritual or religious and war propaganda that could not be shut off continuously. Through those TV screens the people were being watched and surveillanced.


    Seems as if some folks were way ahead of their time in what it was they were seeing and perceiving coming in the future such as Orson Welles and his 1984 book that was turned into a movie. It seems there are quite a few authors, screen writers, scientists and even spiritual leaders throughout time and history who were given the vision to see what would and could be coming and were trying to warn Humanity to pay attention.


    Do any of the things I was describing sound familiar? They should. You have been experiencing this ideology and programming for the last 40 years at least. Humanity has been under a constant attack to their Sovereignty through the myriad prohibitions they have been trained to think and believe are normal and how things are supposed to be or should be. Humanity has been trained to think and believe they are not allowed to question these prohibitions or those who state they are the authority. NONE OF THIS IS TRUE!


    Every prohibition that has been created is a tool being used on a subliminal level to enslave you to another's will and dictates. Every prohibition creates a cage that confines you within your own mind. Each one is a bar to that cage you have built within you. Each prohibition you accept as being true and defining who you are and are supposed to be is what will kill you and your Sovereignty. Each one you accept takes away your ability to be Self Governing. Each one you choose to conform to will enslave you more fully and deeply to the mechanization of the machine you have chosen to be YOUR AUTHORITY FIGURE.


    I do believe I am starting to better understand why it is I am now obsessing over this thing of my Sovereignty and the Sovereignty of all of Humanity. I am no longer willing to bow down to someone else's choices to think and believe themselves to be. I am no longer willing to hand away my rights to choose for me what resonates as Truth. I now find myself more than willing to die for my choice to be as I would choose to be. I now find I am more than willing to stand before my brother and protect his right to choose to be as he chooses.


    Humanity, I am more than willing to take a stand and take back my RIGHTS to be a Sovereign Being who is Self Governing through the use of my Free Will to CHOOSE what it is I WOULD CHOOSE FOR ME. I am willing to stand beside you as you choose to do the same. We ARE EQUALS my brothers. There is no difference between us other than those judgmental beliefs you were taught to filter everything through held without the recesses of your own minds. Those judgments are the only things that separate us one from another. They are what keeps you separated from each other.


    When you choose to look at these choices to believe and change your minds... Those walls you have built will fall away. No longer will you see yourselves as separated. It is in these moments you will witness and recognize your equality. It is in these moments you will be handed the opportunity to let go your beliefs in differences. It will be in these moments Humanity will achieve UNITY and ONENESS through their joining together as one family, one race of beings. We ARE the HUMAN RACE. When we are joined together with one mind and one heart we become HUMANITY as a WHOLE. No more division and no more separation nor beliefs that anyone is above nor below anyone else. We ARE EQUALS in every way.


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • Inside of Me


    Hello world. The following is from 2014.


    My mind twists and turns.
    My throat fills with an acid burn.
    Fear and guilt an emotional blur.
    The wrongs I perceive have never occurred.
    Yet my child's mind cannot perceive.
    The holy and good inside of me.
    The judgments of those who care for me.
    Are what I am taught to only perceive.
    I feel the truth deep inside.
    Being told what to feel is only a lie.
    The twisted thinking they do not perceive.
    This is what they would have me believe.
    Holy Spirit I ask that you come to my aide.
    The Ego's thinking gets in my way.
    Thinking by pushing them far away.
    I will be safe wherever I stay.
    I look for your truth inside of me.
    The pure and innocent truth of me.
    The fearful lies in others I see.
    As a reflection of what's been told to me.
    I see these as no longer true.
    I see them as the Ego's glue.
    To keep us blind in misery.
    To keep us from the truth we seek.
    Lord, I give myself into your care.
    Filled with love I need to share.
    I ask you now to help me perceive.
    The truth of your love inside of me.


    Sabrina Reyenga


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • Each time you seek outside of you in a brother, you hand away your ability to be Self Governing.


    Hello world. The following is from 2018.


    A brother asks, "How many of you hate me because of my nationality, religion and skin color? Please be honest with me and let me know the reason. Would you ever consider me as your friend if you would have seen me directly and had face to face conversation?"


    My response, "Brother ask me your questions out in the open for all to witness. I do not participate in private messaging, phone call nor video chats with my brothers. What is of benefit to one is of benefit to all.


    I do not judge anyone based on their skin color, religious beliefs, sexual orientations nor their political views. In all things I use discernment to look below the surface of what is being presented to the Soul within the Shell. How one acts or responds to a situation and those around them speaks far louder than anything they say or try to present to those watching and listening.


    I see the Truth buried beneath and behind the false facades and masks my brothers wear and place before them for their brothers to perceive them to be. I witness the Truth of who they are within that shell. I see their Soul unveiled clearly. I see through the lies they tell themselves and would have their brothers believe them to be.


    Nothing is hidden with me brother. I am to keep all conversations out in the open for all to witness. When I share I share openly, honestly, bluntly and authentically the experiential aspect of my journey with the lessons learned from them. I do not fluff anything up nor hold anything back in my sharing. I explain in detail where I was at mentally, emotionally and even physically during each experience and how my perceptions of them have shifted. I share how each one was of benefit to me with those lessons I have learned through them.


    Brother, let go this need to know what another is thinking and believing of you. It does not matter what another is choosing to think and believe in of you. All that matters is how YOU choose to SEE yourself. The only opinion that matters here and will ever matter would be your own opinion of yourself.


    Each time you do this seeking outside of you in a brother you hand away your ability to be Self Governing. You are willingly enslaving yourself to your brothers dictates of who you are and are supposed to be. Let go this need to know what another is thinking and believing you to be. Accept yourself as you are and where you are at on your journey WITHOUT JUDGMENTS. When you do this you will find yourself the happier and at peace within when all is in chaos around you.


    Blessings on your journey to healing my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • I asked God and Spirit why I have not been healed of the dyslexia.


    Hello world. The following is from 2015.


    I found myself sitting in stillness and silence yesterday morning. Contemplating my Son and other family members serving in our military. My Husband, Alex's post and many other things that have been said by folks in here and other places. The judgment that I am not a Course student because I have not read or listened to the text. The blatant attacking of me and others for whatever our paths may be.


    As I contemplated these things I asked God and Spirit why I have been healed of Cancers, diabetes and so many other physical ailments, yet I have not been healed of the dyslexia. I asked why is it that my brothers are unwilling to accept everything exactly as it is without judgment. Spirit's answer was to tell me to look for a story of the littlest angel...


    As I read the story Spirit explained to me that all of us are the littlest angel. Each of us have gifts and abilities that others may or may not share. Each of us are unique. We have our strengths and weaknesses. When we come together we balance each other. My brothers refusal to accept me as I am is because of their judgments of what they believe should or should not be happening.


    Spirit is saying just like the Seraphim, Cherubim, the Angels and Archangels saying that the littlest angel didn’t even look like an angel. So too are my brothers denying the Truth of who I am and who their brothers are. They judge others based on their own abilities or lack thereof. Each experience in our lives are a treasure. All are for our benefit and the benefit of our brothers. To deny one is to deny all and to deny yourself.


    My dyslexia has not been healed because it is a tool being used to guide me on my path where Spirit would have me go and for what Spirit would have me do. My inability to read music, comprehend everything I read and even deal with math like fractions and percentages are all for my benefit. In their place I have other gifts. One is exchanged for another.


    No two people are the same. Not even twins. Why then do my brothers expect me to walk their path and be able to do everything they can? Because they judge. Accepting everything exactly as it is without judgment, is not only possible but absolutely necessary. We each have gifts to offer. We only need to accept them without judgement. Love thyself. When you love yourself you are able to love your brother as you love yourself. If you are not showing love to them you are not showing love to yourself.


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • I am not able to drag you kicking and screaming into the Light.


    Hello world. The following is from 2017.


    Years ago my Husband Alex and I read a book called, A Course In Miracles. It arrived in our mailbox anonymously. After doing the course we were guided to start sharing the book's lessons and the correlating text with our personal experiences being used as the basis of deeper understanding of when, how, why, and what we chose and how to heal it all. My Husband, Alex and I have been sharing on social media platforms such as patreon.com/HealingwithSharing, facebook, onstellar.com and other platforms what our guides would have us share regarding our personal experiences.


    My guides tell me to lay the Truth before my brothers and allow them to choose if they want it for themselves. I share the Truth as it has been shown to me without fluffing it up or toning it down in any way.


    I speak of rapes, molestations, beatings, exorcisms, verbal, mental and emotional abuses I have personally experienced. I speak of being bedridden with a broken and dying body filled with diseases such as cancers. I speak of near death and out of body experiences. I speak of seeing and hearing what is not there for others to hear and see. I speak of being a Psychic Empath and Clear Open Channel. I speak and share how I have been healed on all levels from all the things I have experienced. I speak of how everything I have experienced has been of benefit to me and through me all of Humanity.


    I share all with all my brothers hiding nothing. I extend what I receive openly and freely. All I may do is lay the Truth before my brothers. It is up to them to accept it or not. I am not able to drag them kicking and screaming into the Light. They must be willing to get up and walk into that Light all on their own. This is why they have free will. They get to choose what it is they want to experience here...


    My brothers ask, "Tell in short what should I do?"


    I already have brother. Look within your own heart and mind at the choices you have been making about every experience you have had. Be willing to see when and where you chose to judge it or accept a judgment about it. When you do so you will see how to heal and let go of what you have been taught to think and believe. Ask God above to show the Truth of what you are doing and you will be shown...


    My brother then states, "That's too much generalized ..tell something precisely."


    I cannot do the work needed for you brother. No one can do YOUR work for you. You must be willing to do this for yourself. What you "judge" as generalized is in truth just how simple it is. When I would look at any one of the experiences I have had throughout my life with God and ask what the truth was of that experience.... I would be shown exactly what I did and was thinking and believing in those moments. I would be shown my misconceptions and the corrections to them. Every rape, molestation, beating was shown to me when I asked. Every one was and had been covered in judgments made by myself and those handing judgments to me that I CHOSE to accept as being true.


    My brothers, this is why you are the only one who can do the work needed to free you and give you inner peace with joy and happiness. Only you know what you have experienced. Only you know what is in your heart and mind. Only you know what it is that you are holding forth as being the truth of what defines you, your brothers, and this world. You have Free Will for a reason and this is the moment that you are given an opportunity to use it. To choose for yourself to ask God above to show you the truth of all you have experienced and chosen to judge it to be. How all of it has been tainted by those fear filled judgments you have chosen to believe.


    Please do the work my brothers. Please be the Light, you are meant to be. Please be the Light, we know you to be. Please be the Light, we see you to be. Please choose, to be the Light.


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • No one can do YOUR work for you.


    Hello world. The following is from 2017.


    Everything I share is the experiential aspect of my personal journey with the lessons I have learned from them. I am not able to read much of anything out there in the world. I happen to be severely dyslexic. God has used my learning disability to keep me from fogging up my mind with the lies my brothers are mired in today...


    Something I have learned my brothers, is that I do not know what will be best for my brothers, nor even for myself. I have learned to stop judging and giving advice as to what I am thinking and believing to be right or wrong for anyone or anything anymore. Instead what I am now guided to do is share the understandings I am given from my own personal experiences with the lessons learned. I am to share my experiences. Nothing more and nothing less. It is that extension that will be and is of value to all. I am told by my guides that what I am sharing is a different perspective with which to view a situation and the world, as well as my brothers within it and myself from.


    My guides have shown me that anyone giving advice or judging is not within their right mind yet. Those folks are caught up in an egoistic belief and thought system still. What they are and have been doing and not yet recognized is that they are and have been blindly following and believing in whatever is being placed before them as being the absolute truth. They have not chosen to question what they are and have been taught yet. These are the folks that believe themselves to be teachers and gurus. They can repeat what is said to them and what they read in a book. Yet they are not able to share how it has been proven true with real life experiences in their own lives. All are just ideas and concepts that sound good to them. Yet they have no basis, merit or meaning in real world reality. For there is no context with which to compare them to for a deeper understanding.


    I cannot do the work needed for you my brothers. No one can do YOUR work for you. You must be willing to do this for yourself. What you "judge" as generalized is in truth just how simple it is. When I would look at any one of the experiences I have had throughout my life with God and ask what the truth was of that experience.... I would be shown exactly what I did and was thinking and believing in those moments. I would be shown my misconceptions and the corrections to them. Every rape, molestation, beating was shown to me when I asked. Every one was and had been covered in judgments by myself and those handing those judgments to me.


    Look within your own hearts and minds at the choices you have been making about every experience you have had. Be willing to see when and where you chose to judge it or accept a judgment about it. When you do so you will see how to heal and let go of what you have been taught to think and believe. Ask God above to show the Truth of what you are doing and you will be shown...


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • There are no strangers.


    Hello world. The following is from 2017.


    My brothers share their tribulations at being judged for everything they think, say and do while also judging those judging them for the exact same things. It is a vicious cycle that is being repeated on a subconscious level that most are not aware of. Most have not stopped to ask themselves where these beliefs have come from nor why it is they have chosen to accept it for themselves. All they know is that fear is the catalyst driving them to respond as they do.


    A brother shares, "Don't show friendliness to strangers, especially by words, it's harmful for you,for your self-respect. People do not trust each other, misunderstanding is sure to occur. They insult you if you don't behave properly like a good stranger."


    My response, "Something to consider here brother is that YOU seem to be holding onto a lot of judgments about what is or is not supposed to be happening to you and around you. How everyone and everything are supposed to be, including yourself.


    As our brother has stated, "there are no strangers." Every single being on this planet is connected one unto the other. The only thing that separates us are our minds and the thoughts or beliefs we are choosing to hold. An example I am being given to use would be your hand. Your hand is part of your body. Yet your hand is considered to be a separate part or portion of your body and not the body in its entirety. In this same way each being is a part or portion of God. Do you judge your hand to be your foot? Why judge your brother then to be what they are not?


    Something else that is being pointed out to me here is that you are choosing to believe in whatever judgments and opinions are being handed to you. When another is acting or treating you in what YOU DEEM to be an unkindly way you are accepting what they are saying or doing in those moments as being true. This acceptance is what has been and is causing you so much pain and conflict within you.


    Consider looking at these things I am sharing with you. How you are making an active choice here to believe in the judgments and opinions of others. How you are choosing to react to how another is acting or reacting to whatever is happening. How you are choosing to be offended/insulted by whatever is being said or done. It is as I shared with you on your other post. A belief is being held that someone else should be conforming to YOUR dictates and beliefs as you have been made to conform to someone else's dictates and beliefs.


    You and all of your brothers are caught up in a cycle of controlled manipulations that are passed on from one generation to the next without pause and without anyone stopping to question what they were being taught. The tools used to keep these things in play are the pain and suffering that is constantly being dished out and upon you by everyone and everything around you. We are taught to live in abject terror of being judged in any way. For we learned quickly how the judgments being handed to us always lead to physical, mental, and emotional pain and suffering until we choose to conform to the dictates being handed to us...


    This experience you are having here is for your benefit brother. It is opening your eyes to a Truth you have not looked at. It is being brought before you again and again in myriad ways so you may see it from every angle and in every fashion that it chooses to dress itself in. In looking at it you may recognize it in any given moment within yourself and your brothers and see the truth of where they are in the moment on their journey. How like you they were taught to think and believe and never questioned what was being said and done.


    Look within your own heart and mind at the choices you have been making about every experience you have had. Be willing to see when and where you chose to judge it or accept a judgment about it. When you do so you will see how to heal and let go of what you have been taught to think and believe. Ask God above to show the Truth of what you are doing and you will be shown...


    I cannot do the work needed for you brother. No one can do YOUR work for you. You must be willing to do this for yourself. What you "judge" as generalized is in truth just how simple it is. When I would look at any one of the experiences I have had throughout my life with God and ask what the truth was of that experience.... I would be shown exactly what I did and was thinking and believing in those moments. I would be shown my misperceptions and the corrections to them. Every rape, molestation, beating was shown to me when I asked. Everyone was and has been covered in judgments by myself and those handing those judgments to me.


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • Deep


    Hello world. The following is from 2015.


    Into the deep will I dive.
    Not a thought or emotion will be contrived.
    The hidden triggers do I seek.
    Their painful claws that make me weep.
    These judgments I was taught to take.
    Then to own and even make.
    Believing what is said is true.
    Eats at the very heart of you.
    Everything you think you perceive.
    Is a lie you were taught to believe.
    To judge each other as if it were true.
    What anyone may think of you.
    What they think it is that they perceive.
    Is for them to deal with internally.
    Their conflict has nothing to do with you.
    Do not try to own what does not belong to you.
    Let them stew in their misery.
    Do not give them your company.
    Judgments are all they know to do.
    Reasoning with them is impossible too.
    Until they are willing to look and see.
    The pattern repeats eternally.
    Diving deep into you.
    To see what it is that you do.
    To heal these things only you can see.
    When you look with Holy Spirit internally.
    Working the process only you can do.
    Diving deep into healing.
    Sharing the lessons in love taught to you.


    Sabrina Reyenga


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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  • We are taught to stay busy with the saying, "Idle hands are the Devil's playground."


    Hello world. The following is from 2017.


    My brothers bring forth questions on expectations and contemplation of those things we are taught to keep us busy and NOT looking within at what it is we have or are experiencing in the moment.


    A brother shares, "Me and my mania, think the others would do for me, what I would do for them."


    My response, "Something to consider here brother is that there seems to be an expectation being held by you. That if you do for another they should then be willing to do the same for you. That my brother would be what my spiritual guides call giving to get. A belief is being held that everyone "should" think, believe, act, and react as you are choosing to do. This is simply not true my brother. No one is obligated to think, believe, say, and do as another brother. That is part of the lie we as in humanity has been taught. That we must conform to the dictates of those around us or be condemned and ostracized for choosing differently than they are choosing to do. Consider again these judgments and beliefs you are holding forth here as being what is true and the expectations you have from that belief. The answers and understandings you come to may truly surprise you...


    Our thoughts are connected to our emotions. Our emotions are connected to our physical body responses. All are connected to our beliefs. Our beliefs are connected to our judgments and opinions. Our judgments and opinions come from our Core Beliefs. Our Core Beliefs are taught to us by our parents, peers, and the other adults around us. They teach what it is they believe to be true just as it was taught to them.


    As children we blindly follow and believe those around us. As adults we start to question those beliefs. Sometimes our fear stops us from pursuing those questions further than the surface layer that we see. For in truth it is an onion or ocean with many layers hidden beneath the surface. Like a labyrinth, the mind has many dark passages and blind corners that lead hither and yon. Each thought is a step into and through that labyrinth to the center. In that center is the core to understanding who you truly are and meant to be.


    In the seeking of Truth we uncover the lies that have been hidden from our view. We begin to question everything we think and believe. We begin to ask for clarity and understanding of what it is we think and perceive from Holy Spirit or Higher Self. When we begin to do this in every moment and with every thought we begin to see a pattern. This pattern outlines our experiences and the things we chose to believe. We begin to see how each item I mentioned before is connected one unto the other. In asking for correction understanding comes with healing of mind and body.


    Busyness, tiredness, pain and suffering are all distractions created to keep us from looking within at what is eating us from inside. Many were created to focus our attentions outside of us pointing fingers and placing blame. Not recognizing that in ignoring what is being brought before us is to prolong the hell we are in and have created with our own choices to believe as we do. We are hurting ourselves and no one is doing it to us.


    All day every day I am talking with my inner guide of Holy Spirit or Higher Self. I am constantly asking questions, such as why, what is it for, and how is it of benefit to me? Each time I am answered with truth. I do it all to myself with my own judgments of what is. I do it to myself with my refusal to accept and allow what is as it is without judging any of it for any reason. Any and every time I judge I am the one who suffers. I do it all to myself and NO ONE has ever done anything to me.


    It has always been my judgments of my experiences that has caused me my pain and suffering. Rapes, molestation, beatings, mental and emotional abuses. Every one of these things were an experience that I judged to be bad, wrong, evil and so forth. These were the same judgments handed to me by the adults around me. All were a belief they held and shared with me. I chose to believe them. I chose to enact them on myself. In choosing this I created my own personal Hell of Suffering.


    The egoistic thought system is based on following the judgments, opinions, and dictates of those around you. Of believing whatever is said to you as being the truth. We are taught to stay busy with the saying, "Idle hands are the Devil's playground." Think about that statement for a moment. "Idle hands" ARE the "Devil's playground". That saying has taught us to stay busy. To stay distracted from looking within at our thoughts and beliefs and questioning those same items as to their validity in Truth.


    Once we can stop and listen to what is happening within us we are able to discern this Truth. That the distractions are ways to keep us from questioning our beliefs. From questioning the dictates we have been blindly following for the majority of our lives. From seeing the Truth of the value we have placed on the valueless. Because the inherent lies in those judgments and opinions are what we have chosen to place our faith, trust, and belief into.


    Blessings on your journeys my brothers. Hugs and love. You are loved. I love you.
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