• It's been a tough week, last week or so. I've began publishing my Novels: Majestic Orchid, Majestic Flame, Majestic Soul, and Majestic Beauty. I am currently working on the 5th installment of the Majestic series. The Majestic series kind of takes place in a dream state of mind. It is about the test and strength of love. Or how far a man or woman is to go to conquer their love or compassion for one another. This story has been my challenge. It has open wounds that I thought were buried. As a child growing up was kind of difficult, because I didn't speak much. I liked being mostly to myself, because the people that I associated with acted like my friends or they acted like they knew me. Yet when I try and include myself in their circle they would brush me off, or ignore me.

    But today is different because at the age of 23 I became awaken, I am no longer 23, but I'm still awakening to truth. I'm awakening to me. I am 29 years old and I've been diagnosed with a mental disorder. Even though I've been given this circumstance, I'm not allowing it to stop me from succeeding and creating what I want to create. I am not my mental illness. I was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia a word and name that is hard to spell without spellcheck.

    I am not allowing what doctors or counselors tell me they are not my Heavenly Mother nor, Heavenly Father. They did not give me life nor can they take my life. This is all God in the midst of my battle, she's fighting for me. She knows me, she knew me when she formed me in the womb of my Earthly Mother. I'm not afraid to say I've been reborn or renewed in my heart and spirit.

    It took me almost 30 years to find my truth, I'm still learning things about me. I'm learning that I am wise. I'm not worried about my enemies or this reality. I'm looking towards my gifts, my present, my dream, the vision that God has given me.

    It has been rough, trying to get my series published. Amazon has been giving Indie Authors like me a hard time. So I switch to Lulu.com. I like it better than Amazon. I have more creative outlets than Amazon. Amazon is not my end it is a beginning of something new.

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  • I have been working constantly trying to publish my story. I've had some setbacks but I'm making it. I didn't think I would write my story, my book, or novel. It is a fulfilling journey. My book series is known as Majestic Orchid. The series consists of: Majestic Orchid, Majestic Flame, Majestic Soul, Majestic Beauty, and Majestic Realm. My series is based off of fantasies and dreams I used to have as a child, until my mid-20s. I'm still working on the final installment of the series Majestic Realm. The 3rd of the series is about being in an illusion, the characters are kind of in a dream state of mind. The story has romance, but it is also fantasy as well. It's fiction, but it can be real if you want it to be. The idea of the story, the characters the plot of the story. I was pretty much listening to what the Spirit say write. What felt good to me. It took me a while to listen to my own self, to listen to my innerself. I was a very insecure person, I was still new to finding what is truth. I'm still new. But I am wiser than I was before. The present is a gift it's better than Christmas morning. I am no longer condition to my circumstances. I am. Shalom. <a href="http://www.lulu.com/commerce/index.php?fBuyContent=22998562"><img src="http://static.lulu.com/images/services/buy_now_buttons/en/gray.gif?20180522063120" border="0" alt="Support independent publishing: Buy this book on Lulu."></a>
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