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In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail
No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my name, I've changed my face
But no one wants you when you lose
Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not beaten yet
Don't give up
I know you can make it good
Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that we'd be the last to go
It is so strange the way things turn
Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up
We don't need much of anything
Don't give up
'Cause somewhere there's a place
Where we belong
Rest your head
You worry too much
It's going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Don't give up
Please don't give up
'Got to walk out of here
I can't take anymore
Going to stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That river's flowing
That river's flowing
Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs
Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one
Don't give up
No reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up now
We're proud of who you are
Don't give up
You know it's never been easy
Don't give up
'Cause I believe there's a place
There's a place where we belong.

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      I am still living with your ghost Lonely and dreaming of the west coast I don't want to be your downtime I don't want to be your stupid game   With my big black boots and an old suitcase I do believe I'll find myself a new place I don't want to be the bad guy I don't want do your sleepwalk dance anymore I just want to see some palm trees I will try and shake away...
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  • Broken
    We sleep in broken glasswith no point of referencesaddled in and slainover and over again Fires broken in twosin threes in foursinfinitumA plexiglass facadeunder false lightflickerings a walk on the slow sidea ride through eternitythrough bonfires of vanitiesseeds crushed under rootstrangled in purposelost to joy bootsI rememberI will never forgetbecause there is no never.
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  • In this proud land we grew up strong
    We were wanted all along
    I was taught to fight, taught to win
    I never thought I could fail
    No fight left or so it seems
    I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
    I've changed my name, I've changed my face
    But no one wants you when you lose
    Don't give up
    'Cause you have friends
    Don't give up
    You're not beaten yet
    Don't give up
    I know you can make it good
    Though I saw it all around
    Never thought I could be affected
    Thought that we'd be the last to go
    It is so strange the way things turn
    Drove the night toward my home
    The place that I was born, on the lakeside
    As daylight broke, I saw the earth
    The trees had burned down to the ground
    Don't give up
    You still have us
    Don't give up
    We don't need much of anything
    Don't give up
    'Cause somewhere there's a place
    Where we belong
    Rest your head
    You worry too much
    It's going to be alright
    When times get rough
    You can fall back on us
    Don't give up
    Please don't give up
    'Got to walk out of here
    I can't take anymore
    Going to stand on that bridge
    Keep my eyes down below
    Whatever may come
    And whatever may go
    That river's flowing
    That river's flowing
    Moved on to another town
    Tried hard to settle down
    For every job, so many men
    So many men no-one needs
    Don't give up
    'Cause you have friends
    Don't give up
    You're not the only one
    Don't give up
    No reason to be ashamed
    Don't give up
    You still have us
    Don't give up now
    We're proud of who you are
    Don't give up
    You know it's never been easy
    Don't give up
    'Cause I believe there's a place
    There's a place where we belong.

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  • Pod Journal Bleed Through Memories Oct 13, 2019
    If you can not see this chirbit, listen to it here https://chirb.it/1vcrIt Not gonna lie...kinda rambly *smh*.... I realllllly need to stop saying "just a short" recording because they never are. I could tell, too, that there is some underlying anxiety poking through with this - I tend to talk faster/rapid fire when I'm trying to puzzle piece out loud and these audio journals really are just...
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    If you can not see this chirbit, listen to it here https://chirb.it/a95y4E
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  • Pod Journal Thoughts @ SSP/SecSol, terminology, triggers, fail safes
    If you can not see this chirbit, listen to it here https://chirb.it/wIzbv9 In advance, mea culpa- my wonderings are not intended to harm or hurt those who have experienced or are still experiencing/processing trauma. Just my thoughts and personal questions out loud. And may be helpful to remember..I "river speak" so definitely NO judgement (#gotmyownweird) on anyone and their path/experience...
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  • Van driver from elementary school unknown transport. Chubby cheeks, red head, freckles. some kind of long flat-top. Slouchy demeanor, visceral feeling of dislike for him. He feels like he is a JERK to my child-mind memory, but seems like he may have just been abrupt, rude, mean- the feeling is that he was a bully. He liked his power even though he was just a yuckel low level person in this. Van memory surfaced after watching AM. First memory about van surfaced back during an interview w/CG talking about whitecoat? op. My drawings are crap-I feel like I am drawing from a blindspot memory and also my drawing ability is not so good with repro. Wanted to post to keep an eye on this for myself. I have both anxiety and anger with this memory.
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  • This is a recall of an old "dream"
    Going to post in Revocem as well because it did not feel like a dream, it felt like a memory. A very unsettling one, as memory and dreaming were combined.
    I had written it somewhere, but it escapes me where I did at the moment. This may be a repost here but just want to get it out and w/pic I drew.

    I am in a house. There are things happening with the TVs and all electrical tech. They are being used to threaten, like a walkie talkie/ wired situation. I go to leave this place and the tv in the main room starts playing a video of me. This video part feels like a memory. On the screen I can see myself, age 15-25? hard to tell, going by hairstyle. I am in this white room, leaning up against a wall, on a bench. The video is taken from a pov of looking through what looks like a door-window. My eyes..I think they were open, look wrong..unfocused. I look drugged. And I do not look right the way I am sitting, like I was leaned there on my side by someone else and left there. This not a good room to be in. It feels like I'm not there by choice, but also-this feels like a reminder that I can be taken, unknown to me, and the memory withheld from me. While the video is played, I feel sick and also -suspended in a weird feeling of recog. It feels like in waking life, someone is near me, getting some sort of control out of this. I feel it viscerally. There is a partial sense of vindication and relief with the confirmation of what I am seeing. I know what I am seeing happened. I don't know how or where, but this is something real, not imagined. in a dream state. This memory somehow belongs to me. The rest of the dream setting feels like a platform, not real. It presents as if it is a fully integrated experience but the video is like getting a photo of yourself and posting it onto something else, like mixing an animated film with regular footage. I'm still feeling that same way re-connected to this dream repost.
    I do not want to forget it.
    The drawings are not so good, had a tough time drawing this.
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  • Room/boots/doors and panels lit/metal shades black night.
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