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  • Dear Ones: With much joy & gratitude, I wish you all a #HappyEquinox & invite you to join into a #MassMeditation to celebrate with people around the world! Whether you are in the northern hemisphere celebrating the arrival of #Spring or in the southern celebrating the arrival of #Autumn, this #MarchEquinox is a powerful moment for #GoddessEnergy & a time of balance between day & night. Our #MotherEarth is balanced between summer & winter. Night & day are in harmony.

    The exact time of March Equinox (& the Mass Meditation) today March 20th is at 9:58 PM UTC.

    For USA friends this is:
    5:58 pm EDT, 4:58 pm Central, 3:58 pm Mountain, & 2:58 pm Pacific

    for all other locations, you can check the time of the meditation for your local time zone here:

    Beloveds, let us use this year's March Equinox to connect with the feminine Goddess presence & nurture qualities of love, compassion & tenderness to stabilize the transition & counteract the cruelty so prevalent on the surface of the planet, by doing the #GoddessMeditation at the exact time of March Equinox on March 20th at 9:58 PM UTC.

    This Equinox also falls on the same day as the #SuperFullMoon (at 0° Libra) which will be the last Super Full Moon of the year. This combination of the Equinox & Super Full Moon amplifies the Goddess energy even more, & guides us to enter into the new, to get to zero with ourselves, & to find that place of wholeness that resides within.

    Today a portal to a new wave of energy is opening! May we all use it well. We all know, don't we, that to enter into the new, we have to purge & release the old. As this Equinox & Super Full Moon at 0° Libra is happening during a Mercury Retrograde, we have a lot of energetic assistance to do this!

    Here are the links to the guided audio playlist for Goddess Meditation in many languages:

    And the Facebook event for this meditation:

    Here are the instructions for Goddess Meditation, the suggested duration for this meditation is 15 minutes (but of course you can take longer if it feel right for you!)

    1. Relax your mind & body by watching your breath for a few minutes.

    2. Visualize a pillar of pink Light emanating from the Galactic Central Sun, going through your body to the center of the Earth. Keep this pillar of Light active for a few minutes. Then visualize a loving feminine presence in the shape of a beautiful Goddess descending from the sky & entering your physical body. Whether you are male of female, this presence will harmonize your inner feminine & help you to become more loving. Stay united with that presence for a while.

    3. Visualize bright new spiritual future for humanity, with men & women in perfect understanding, with our society growing beyond need for wars & conflicts as all dark entities, physical & non-physical, are removed from our planet. Visualize all wounds of humanity being healed, all humanity being inspired & guided with everybody having their own connection with their own Soul & the Source in perfect balance of their inner male & female aspects.

    4. Lift your hands above your head & begin to rotate your body clockwise

    5. While doing that, sing mantra iiii (pronounced ee-ee) so that it vibrates throughout your body & visualize your body morphing into a brilliant pillar of Light, with millions of rainbow colored stars scattered within that pillar of Light

    6. Keep singing the mantra & rotating. After a few minutes, drop your hands close to your body & continue rotating clockwise

    7. While doing that, start singing mantra eeeaaa (eee is pronounced as e in "America" & NOT as e in "Venus", & a is pronounced as a in "America") so that it vibrates through your body & visualize a rainbow vortex of Light expanding from your heart outwards throughout the whole planet. Call upon the presence of your spiritual guides, Ascended masters, Pleiadians, angels, dolphins, twin souls, soulmates, soul families & other beings of Light.

    8. Keep singing the mantra & rotating & stay in the presence of all those beings of Light for a while.

    If you feel guided, you may also add the visualization of the pillar of Light emanating from the Cosmic Central Sun before visualizing the pillar of Light emanating from the Galactic Central Sun.

    Happy Full Moon & Equinox my Beloveds!

    Thank you to ALL who join in these Mass Meditations!

    HAPPY MEDITATING & I will see you in the ethers!

    Zeeva Amrita 

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  • The Portal: Cobra -- Make this Viral! Return of Light Activation
    12/24/2018 08:07:00 AM Light Forces, Meditation, Spirituality

    The Portal

    The Intelligence Hub for the Victory of Light

    Sunday, December 23, 2018


    It is time to take action again! It is time to take the destiny of our world in our own hands! We all agree that the process of planetary liberation is taking too long. Here is our chance to collectively speed up the process. Therefore we are using the opportunity of the total Lunar eclipse on January 20th/21st to create a portal through which we will unify our consciousness and enlighten the energy field around the planet.

    Make this viral! Share it worldwide! Please post it on your websites and blogs. Invite spiritual groups to join us. If you know an alternative media outlet, you can send it to them. You can create a Facebook event for your local group of people doing this in your part of the world. We also need one main Facebook group for this event. You can create a video about this and post it on Youtube.

    Scientific studies have confirmed positive effects of mass meditations on human society, so each of you that will participate in this meditation can actually help bringing the Event and Full Disclosure closer to us:

    This meditation helps the Light forces to ground the energy of Light on the surface of the planet to resolve the deadlock between the Light and the dark forces, finally setting humanity free. Number of people doing that meditation is the single most influential factor within the power of the surface human population for speeding up the process.

    We can reach the critical mass of 144,000 people doing this meditation! This will create a massive healing chain reaction in the energy field worldwide. The Light forces will have their focus on the whole American continent (North and South America), which will be completely covered by the eclipse:

    Astrological chart for our meditation shows a powerful Grand Square between Moon and Lunar node conjunct, opposing Sun and Mercury, and squaring Uranus, Eris and Pallas. Multiple planets in this chart are making numerous powerful aspects (around 20 aspects in total!) with the Galactic Center, Pleiades and Sirius. This powerful configuration creates a point of maximum tension which is released in a big cosmic breakthrough.

    At that point, Cosmic Central Sun will send a huge pulse of Light throughout the whole Creation. This pulse will be a trigger for the beginning of the final removal of all darkness from the Creation and a trigger for the beginning of the preparations for the new cosmic cycle.

    The Light Forces have a certain plan for that day and that plan will be revealed only after the meditation is completed.

    The purpose of our meditation is to anchor as much Light as possible on the surface of the planet.

    We will be doing this meditation at the moment of the maximum of the Lunar eclipse on Monday, January 21th at 00:11 am EST in New York. This equals 2:11 pm JST in Tokyo, 1:11 pm CST in Taipei and Beijing, 7:11 am EET in Cairo, 6:11 am CET in Paris, 5:11 am GMT in London. Central and western part of US will still have Sunday, January 20th , the timing will be: 11:11 pm CST in Chicago,10:11 am MST in Denver and 9:11 pm PST in Los Angeles.

    You can check the time of the meditation for your time zone here:


    1. Use your own technique to bring you to a relaxed state of consciousness.

    2. State your intent to use this meditation as a tool to bring the Light to the surface of the planet.

    3. Visualize a pillar of brilliant white Light emanating from the Cosmic Central Sun, then being distributed to Central Suns of all galaxies in this universe. Then visualize this light entering through the Galactic Central Sun, then going through Alcyone Pleiadian stargate, then going through the Sirius stargate, then entering our Solar System and going through all beings of Light inside our Solar System and then through all beings on planet Earth and also through your body to the center of the Earth.

    4. Visualize this Light transmuting all remaining darkness of this Universe until only Light remains. Visualize a new grand cosmic cycle beginning, bringing pure Light, Love and Happiness to all beings in the entire Universe.

    5. Lift your hands above your head and begin to rotate your body clockwise.

    6. While doing that, sing mantra iiii (pronounced ee-ee) so that it vibrates throughout your body and visualize your body morphing into a brilliant pillar of Light, with millions of rainbow colored stars scattered within that pillar of Light.

    7. Keep singing the mantra and rotating. After a few minutes, drop your hands close to your body and continue rotating clockwise.

    8. While doing that, start singing mantra eeeaaa (eee is pronounced as e in "America" and NOT as e in "Venus", and a is pronounced as a in "America") so that it vibrates through your body and visualize a rainbow vortex of Light expanding from your heart outwards throughout the whole planet.

    This rainbow vortex calls upon the presence of your twin souls, soulmates, soul families, your spiritual guides, Ascended masters, Pleiadians, angels, dolphins, and other beings of Light. Visualize your twin souls, your soulmates and your soul families awakening and merging with you into One being in a mandala of Light.

    Suggested time for our meditation is 20 minutes.

    Goddess wants Light and Light it will be!

    Updates about the Return of Light Meditation:
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  • #Genesis Really means the Genes of #Isis or Generation of Isis. This is because the original story in that so-called first book of the Bible is really an #Egyptian Sidereal account written thousands of years before the Bible and was taught to initiates in the great Nile temples. Moreover, the syllable Gen means "woman" or "#Queen." In fact this latter word derives from it.
    This fascinating name also gives Guin-Eve, that is Queen Eve, relating to the primal parent, thus confirming the esoteric status of the Arthurian legends. Gyn meant woman, hence gynecology. We also get the drink Gin, named so because it was favored by women. The word Genes (passed down from the mother), Jini, Genealogy and the female name Jean also come from it. "Genius," is called so, because this was someone who was infused with the Muses, the female creative force. A child who was a genius was called so because his "genes" were good, meaning that his #mother was the cause of the skills. 'Genius' implied that one was favored by the goddess. In India we find the term Guna, meaning inherited traits. Now you know why most religions have oppressed women and murdered them. They always oppress and kill to instill fear to keep people from the truth! The elites run their sacred genealogy through women and not men. Hence that is why all presidents of the United States including Obama, are related by blood back to the Kings and Queens of England through the mothers bloodline only(Van Buren was the only unrelated president). We also get genetics, genealogy, gentle and gentry from it. A "gentleman" was one that had the feminine sensibilities awakened. One of the figures that stood for the female and still does, is the letter or symbol X (from XI, the Greek, pronounced She). This is why cars still often bear the phoneme X or XI, etc., to subliminally feminize them. And this symbol is found on other product logos also. The syllable Gen, also means garden. Genesis can mean, the Garden of Isis, referring to the Earth or even the Universe which we, her children, inhabit. #MysterySchool is now in session. #4biddenknowledge
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  • Our origin was not on planet Earth but in the Lyra constellation.
    There were apparently many colonized planets in the region of the sky we call the Lyra constellation. We don't have the names of these stars. This would date at least hundreds of millions of years ago. Spiritual wisdom was lacking amongst the Lyrans and typically, conflicts arose with subsequent wars.
    Nevertheless, with the development of space technology, peace- loving Lyrans departed Lyra and eventually discovered Earth, which was uninhabited.
    Others from Lyra went directly to the Pleiades.
    (Note: there appears to be some contradiction within the New-Age field regarding man's true origin; however, we are favoring this one. Nevertheless we should also note that this origin is somewhat 'flexible' and refers to the first humanoid format; the consciousness would exist in other forms long before this.)
    The journey was a long one, in fact, it took generations.
    They did not have interdimensional travel. They thus did not return to their own planets. The Lyran races on their home worlds eventually evolved and were transformed into fourth density but not the Lyrans that colonized planet Earth.
    Nevertheless, further strife and war developed on Earth, causing yet another split in the population. One group went to the Pleiades system. This group paid attention to their emotionally disturbed condition and focused their energies on meditation and spiritual matters, as did the existing inhabitants in the Pleiades.
    They went to great lengths to avoid any negativity.
    As a result, these particular beings, or Pleiadians, evolved thousands of years ahead of their counter-parts on Earth, where strife and destruction continued, resulting in some eighteen separate and consecutive civilizations on Earth (as channeled by Robert Shapiro). Since inhabiting Earth, the race has undergone countless interactions with extraterrestrials and subsequent genetic modifications.
    Let us now return to the Lyrans, our forefathers. Considerable diversity existed on the planets of the star systems in Lyra, as is the case on Earth today and, according to channel Lyssa Royal Holt, the first Lyrans or 'first expression of physicality' was smaller than the present average human.
    As the Lyran culture developed (running parallel with their colonization of Earth), genetic changes occurred altering these physical characteristics. Many groups formed, exhibiting much greater physical differences than today amongst our different ethnic races.
    One giant type of Lyran was said to be from six to nine feet tall. The females were in the lower range.
    This taller race was the product of continued existence on Lyran planets of greater gravitational fields. The Lyrans (from Lyra) visited their colonized Earth for a period of time, and the worshiping of Gods on Earth has some origin with the giant Lyrans as denoted in Greek mythology.
    These Lyrans were also Caucasian, of light skin, hair and eyes. Medium brown hair was unusual. They had a predominant trait of being authoritative. They acted like parents, but very strict ones, and humans both loved and feared them. The Lyrans were committed to ruling mankind, whereas the accompanying ETs, the Sirians, were benevolent.
    A genetic offshoot from this tall-bodied race was the red-haired Lyrans. Skin was very fair, and eyes light to green, but not all were tall; some were of average human stature. These redheads have been accused by other worlds as being invaders and plunderers. The pure bred was aggressive and violent and to some degree rebellious.
    The red hair was apparently the result of colonization of another planet in which the mineral content and the atmosphere caused mutations, leading to a red hue. Further subgroups were formed but overall we inherited genes from the Caucasian Lyrans, the giants and the red heads.
    A further influence is from a more rare darker-skinned Lyran. Features were Caucasian but skin, light brown. Eyes were brown, some green. This group has brought the genetic influence for the Pakistan and Indian races, but none of our races today are pure extensions of these Lyran types.
    In addition, this group of Lyrans were very passive and peaceful, with a lack of emotional reaction. This darker-skinned race has similarities to the Vegans described later but they have a different genetic structure.
    A lack of contact today with the Lyrans appears to be due to their advancement but they do have difficulties with Earth's disharmonious vibrations.
    Nevertheless, they have great independence, and ability to adapt to other planetary environments. In fact they have been called the chameleons of the universe by the Arcturians. They radiate light from their head areas but find it difficult to satisfy the heart centers while in the Earth's atmosphere.
    The 'independence' trait is very valuable - which humans have acquired - for movement into the New-Age. The Lyrans ride on many frequency bands but may settle on one as the occasion arises.
    The Lyran types mentioned so far are humanoid in appearance. There are subgroups which are mammals that are bird-like and cat-like. They account for some of our mythology.
    The bird-like Lyrans were very thin with sharp, angular facial features resembling a bird. They are intellectuals, scientists and explorers.
    The cat-like Lyran resembles the feline of our world. They are not cat people but humanoid with cat-like qualities, very agile and strong. The nose is similar to a cat's and ears a little pointed. Eyes are large and mouth dainty. They do not have fur but have a layer of fine hair to protect them from the harsh ultraviolet rays on their planet.
    The eyes of Lyrans and also Vegans are pronounced and this accentuation has been depicted in the Egyptian civilization; it is an imitation of the Gods.
    Moreover the visiting Lyrans to Earth who were treated like gods by the earthlings wished to retain this altitude and control. As a result, the Lyran gods tampered with earthlings' genes to create the small, simian, ape-like eyes. Thus the human's small eyes are particularly noticeable to most ETs. As an amusing aside, today when the human looks in the mirror they are reminded unconsciously of the ape.
    The Sirians, who were present on the Earth at the time and took a more affectionate view of the Earthlings, were not in agreement but it was too late to change it. In fact, the Sirians encouraged the practice of emphasizing the eyes so that we would never forget our forefathers, the Lyrans.
    Most civilizations which directly concern Earth have originated in the Lyra constellation.
    The Vegans also have the above-mentioned Lyran influence but Vega is a star within Lyra. It has, however, sufficient genetic independence to be regarded as having a unique genotype.
    Later this Lyran and Vegan genetic lineage was disseminated with the colonization of,





    The Vegan genetics produce a physique of six to seven feet tall.
    Skin is Caucasian and dark, and is thicker than humans enabling it to withstand high degrees of heat and cold. Hair color is mainly black, though some Vegan races have no hair. Eyes are striking, with large dark pupils and irises, and possessing a lid in contrast to the Zeta's large dark eyes that have no lid.
    The above describes the humanoid type of Vegan with human appearance.
    Another type exists of reptilian and insect-like appearance. Some of the subgroups have a greenish tinge to their skin. Eyes are very large with small nose and prominent jaw. The latter gives the reptilian appearance when thrust forward, and insect-like when pointed downward.
    Eagles were common symbols for many Lyrans, in particular, the phoenix adopted by Earth people, but the myth came from the Lyran civilization. It was a symbol for them that their empire would never be destroyed. It gave them power and was used to show their strength in battle.
    Most of the above information came from Lyssa Royal's material, in particular, her excellent book Prism of Lyra.
    [Note: as already indicated, pin-pointing the exact origin of humans is probably impossible as it depends on the context, on where we draw the line between the spiritual existence and human material existence.
    The Lyran planets could probably be said to be the origin of the soul consciousness relating to human-type bodies of sufficient density to be labeled and identified as humans. If one, however, examined a point of consciousness closer to the Source (further 'up' the hierarchy) one would produce a different result.
    The soul level of humans will have been all over the universe - in particular, since, as we have implied, boundaries dissolve as we address greater proximity to Source. At this higher level it is stated in esoteric literature that 60 billion monads were created from Source.
    Each of these monads then extends to many souls which in turn project again into soul extensions (humans).]
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  • Buffalo Bill, the Pawnee, and Bigfoot

    "While we were in the sand hills, scouting the Niobrara country [Wyoming] the Pawnee Indians, brought into camp some very large
    bones, one of which the surgeon of, the expedition pronounced to be the thigh bone of a human being. The Indians said the bones were those of a race of people who long ago had lived in the country. They said these people were three times the size of a
    man of the present day.
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  • Enjoy this excerpt from my book "FOUNDATION" look forward to the entire book coming late 2018; again enjoy.
    I became paralyzed with fear when my daughter Tisha would become enraged. I always kept my composure though, I did not want her to be aware that I was afraid of her at times. Once a week when we would have our family night, I would use some of that time to try to find out what is tearing her up on the inside. I would have much rather sat on the couch with her, or on my bed, or her bed and have a long conversation between mother and daughter and share some hugs and kisses. However, in times past, I will reach out to comfort and hug her, but she rebuffed me, putting her hands up, saying, “don't touch me.” She trained me to keep my distance, so I did.
    Because of her anger and rage, I respected how she felt and did not violate her personal space. Sometimes we sat at the table for over an hour and I would ask probably 3 or 4 questions, and possibly get an answer for one. Most of the times the answer that she gave was not very helpful. I could not probe with a barrage of questions, I had to be very tactful and careful, if I did not, I would only elicit more anger. I could not get anything out of her, she just sat there in dead silence. Sometimes She would look at me, but for the most part, she would just stare elsewhere, and tears will just silently drop from her eyes. This scenario played out time and time again for years. I would just be heartbroken, because, no matter how much I try I could not reach my daughter, I could not help her, I felt helpless. This situation made me feel like I was bound and tied with a gun to my head, and watching someone brutally abused my daughter, and could do absolutely nothing to help her. I simply felt helpless for years and years.
    My daughter was always willing to help others, to give herself to others, she's the type of person that would have jumped in feet first to help anyone, if it was in her power to help that person. I feel sometimes even though if it wasn't in her power, she would still attempt to help. However, all that began to change during the time she left home, quite to my despair and disappointment.
    The fact that our children, once they arrive at a certain age, wants to experience life on their own. This is something that is always in the subconscious of their parents, It was in mine! so Tisha and I would have this discussion from time to time. I told her that there must be proper planning. We discussed setting up an account so when she begins to work, that will have already be in place, and I will also put money in her account as I could afford to. Therefore, when she is ready to leave home, possibly around twenty-two or twenty-three, she will have a nest egg set aside. She will be able to purchase a table, a pair of chairs to have her meals, few dishes and a bed. Thereafter, she can decorate to her liking. However, that did not take place, when she turned eighteen years of age, without a job, no direction, she just packed up and left.
    When she lived at home, I made a concerted effort to have as much get together as possible. Also, we went to as much gatherings as we were able to. In doing so, she met many other young and older people from many congregations from different cities. When my daughter was around sixteen, she seemed to be more at ease with herself, more pleasant and even happy, she was building many friendships. Many of the friendships and acquaintances she made were older than she was. Many in their twenties and thirties. I thought this was very good. Some young sisters took her to the movies, spend weekends at their homes, went out on dinners, and from time to time, she was even used as their chaperone for those who were dating and contemplating marriage.
    At sixteen It became a regular routine for her to be out two or three weekends out of the month with her friends. I did not mind this at all, simply because of the four roommates in the home, one of them was her sister, therefore, I did not mind, she was spending time with her sister and her nephew. After a while, there were days during the week where she would be gone. This was not acceptable, so I said, Tisha, I really don't mind you spending time with your sister and your friends. “I am your mom; therefore, much of your time should always be with me, especially since you are home schooled. During the times she was spending with her sister, and the other three roommates, she was introduced to Jillian, a friend of one of her sister’s roommates, a young lady from Texas, they hit it off quite well, and they became best friends. When she turned eighteen years of age, she moved out and they became roommates.
    A short while after moving with her friend Jillian, she arranged with me to pick her up and take her to a job interview. I told her we would have to do it a little early, because I will be attending an assembly that same morning. She was supposed to call me with the address and telephone number of the business a day or two ahead. I needed to formulate in my mind, where I'm going ahead of time, and needed to map out at least, two different routes in the event we may become lost, or there may be road construction, or, a detour. I never heard from her and did not have the phone to the house where she lived.
    The Saturday morning of her interview I went to pick her up, but she was running late. I waited in the car, after she sat in the car and I drove off, I said to her, I told you that I needed the address ahead of time, you are late and now we must find the place, and then I'll be late. She started screaming and yelling, stop yelling at me stop yelling at me, just stop the car, so I stop the car and she just jumped out and walked back to the house. That was a big, big, red light in her personality change that I had notice. In the years that ensued, she would say things that lead me to think, I don’t know this person! Who is this person?
    In the early years of their friendship they moved back and forth between Texas and Arizona. Tisha had a few hospital stays, she had quite a bit of throwing up spells for long Periods of time, for months and months she just kept throwing up. The doctors could not pinpoint what was happening to her. She told me that the doctor in Texas said she had a kidney infection, he gave her some medication and sent her home. She said she started having the same problem again, she went back but nothing was done for her. She had several visits to a naturopathic person in another city in Texas, a bit of a distance away from where she lived. She said of the number of times she visited the emergency room doctors in Texas, she received the most help from the naturopathic person she saw. However, the naturopathic person told her, she is sure that she is suffering with an autoimmune illness and she would need to see a doctor, preferably a neurologist.
    In 2006, she came home from Texas, she looked horrible, she was gray in complexion, and because of a lack of balance, and have fallen several times, she had to use a walker. I was in shock when I saw my daughter. It is very rare for me to display my emotions in the company of others, so quite naturally for me, after putting her to bed that night, I soaked my pillow. The way my daughter looked I did not know if she would be alive when I awake next morning.
    Financially, at that time I could afford it, therefore, I did a lot of organic juicing, fruit juice and vegetable juice. I started her on that regiment the very next morning after talking with her and seeing if she would be agreeable to this diet, she was. I did not like the taste of wheatgrass, but I increased it because of my daughter, I knew it was a very good grass in juicing. In a few days she started looking more perky in the face, by the end of the second day into the third day her normal color returned. One of her eyes remained droopy, and her vision also remained fuzzy, she looked like she was a stroke victim. If an object was placed in front of her to grab hold of, she would always miss, she said it was like she was seeing in doubles, and she would always grasp at the wrong object of what was placed in front of her.
    We didn't go to the hospital at that time, I think if I remember correctly, she said that she did not want to go to the hospital, so I tried my best to take care of her at home. When I was giving her a bath one morning, I told her I read an article, about the reviving effects of navigating your shower between hot and cold, hot and cold. I ask her if she was willing to try it, she said yes. I maneuvered the shower between hot and cold, hot and cold. She says, “mom, that feels so good.” What happened next, set of a slew of events that sent her health into a downward spiral. She stepped into the tub, but, could not step back out. I was not strong enough to lift her out of the tub. After several agonizing minutes, between the both of us, we were able to get her out of the tub, she crawled on the floor until she got to the side of the bed, then, there was the struggle of getting her on it. I went around the other side of the bed and held onto her arms to try pulling her. This was successful in getting her up to her torso, then, I went back around and hoisted her legs onto the bed. I said “Tisha, we must call 911 now.” She said ok, wrap me up in the sheet first.
    At the hospital they took her through various test but came back with no definitive answers. My daughter said, I will go to the mayo clinic. I think once she said that, she ruffled the Egos of the emergency room doctor, one of them ask, why would you need to go to the Mayo Clinic? my daughter said, I believe that they will have some answers for me. Thereafter, the doctor in the emergency Department decided to do an MRI. When they returned, they said that the myelin in her brains was stripped, resulting in a diagnosis of multiple sclerosis. She remained in the hospital for a week, but the doctor still did not have a prognosis on her illness. From there, she was transferred to a rehab center for occupational therapy. At the end of 1 week close to 2 weeks Her therapist, doctors and the team that worked with her in the rehab center were impressed with her and her progress. Everyone raved about a meal that she prepared in the rehab center. When she returned to the hospital for a follow up visit, the doctor who took care of her initially in the hospital, mention about the meal he heard that she cooked at the rehab center.
    Though still in the wheelchair she was able to manage a bit with the walker, she was released from the rehab center and was given a prescription to continue physical therapy in our local area. We found a physical therapy facility about a half a mile from where we lived. She had 3 weekly therapy sessions, the physical therapist there, like her care team at the rehab center, was impressed with her. The therapist said she had such a good attitude for being so young, at the age of 20 with such a devastating illness, she did not have a defeatist attitude, why me, poor me, why did this have to happen to me. She explained to him that she is one of Jehovah’s Witnesses, we are taught to maintain our joy don't matter how devastating a situation we are in. Jehovah God teaches us to look at the future where these things will no longer exist. We know in this world right now; these things are going to take place. He complemented her and told her that she was prepared for this, she said yes.
    She recovered and was walking once more. She resumed living with her roommate, thereafter, they took several trips back and forth to Texas. When she returned from one of those trips she did not look well, she said she did not feel good, she also told me that the house was extremely dusty and there was mold in the home. Like myself she suffers with different allergies and intolerances to many things, I told her mold is one of those things that adversely affects me, I am sure that it is causing her multiple sclerosis to relapse, she cannot return to that house.
    Between the years of 2006 to late 2009 she had several relapses from mild to moderate, the most severe relapse she had, was being blind, this happened twice. We monitored very closely things that would cause a relapse and we took precautions from those things. Some of these things consist of dust, mold, various sweeteners, and a poor diet. If she controlled these things, she was able to keep the relapses at a minimum. Also, stress was a factor in a relapse, so there was a need for her to be very mindful in these areas. Thankfully she never relapsed to the point of where a wheelchair or a walker was needed. There were a few times a cane was needed for a short period of time. But she never relapsed to the point of being in a wheelchair ever again.
    By 2010, her mental an emotional state was becoming more pronounced more apparent that these areas in her life were in severe distress. Her final trip from Texas, I notice what seemed to be a degree of paranoia. We were at a restaurant, and nothing went right with her, the waiter did not serve her food properly, the people in the table around us was staring and laughing at her, this happened on two occasions. When she was employed as a leasing agent, someone was always stealing her clients, talking about her, snickering at her, and saying rude and crazy things to her. She left that job got another job as a bank telephone teller and it was the very same thing. Her coworkers were rude and snickering at her, talking about her, and people who called on the phone was also very rude to her. It became more apparent to me that her mental an emotional state was in turmoil.
    I felt sad over my daughter's plight that she was having so much difficulty on her job. However, I knew I could not tell her to quit, because that will make her very angry and she would feel that I was not being supportive. Years prior, she wanted to go into cosmetology and I asked her, With the number of allergies and intolerances that afflicts you, do you think this is a wise career move? She became very upset with me and told me that I was not supportive to her. When she wants to embark on something I should just simply support her Instead of making her feel like it’s something she cannot accomplish. Therefore, I waited for her to conclude that she needed to quit and just focus on her mental and emotional stress that she was undergoing. One day, she did tell me, mom, I can't handle this, I told her your right sweetheart, you need to stay at home for a while and get some disability, and when you feel well again, you can return to the workforce. She fought for her disability for about three years and then she finally received it. During her wait, her mental an emotional state was not improving. Her mental state also affected her physical state, and at times her legs dragged, at those times she needed a cane to help balance her.
    My daughter's health kept going downhill, I've noticed that, at times when we are out, she kept her head down, she would not look people in their faces. “I can feel their vibe,” she says, “a lot of times, when I look at people’s faces, they don't look human, they don't look like they are supposed to look. Even some people that I do know.” We went to her cousin’s funeral In Maryland in 2011. We were sitting in the living room at my other daughter’s home. On the dining room table was a magazine, Tisha flipped the magazine over to the back cover, I ask her, why did you do that? she said the face on the magazine is not the face that supposed to be there, she said it look like some monster some grotesque figure. I said OK. The photo on the magazine was of a famous music entertainer.
    I miss my daughter fiercely way before she went away, even though for the better part of 12 years while she was going through the drastic change in personality behavior, and thinking, I missed her terribly, even though she was right there in my presence. We had the pleasure of enjoying the same kind of music, movies, and we had a good sense of humor together. All that was taken away because she was no longer the Tisha I knew. In the final years, the Tisha I knew deteriorated rapidly, the few moments that we were able to enjoy a song, or a movie together ended abruptly in the final 2 plus years. Prior to that, as was mentioned before, we managed to have moments of quality time together, between the personality change, behavior, and thinking.
    Though my daughters emotional and personality change was in progress, I believe the hammer that drove the nail way in, was the death of her grandmother, my mother. Seemingly, the death of my mother was due to an automobile accident. I believe that her death and my daughter's going away are closely related. From day one of my mother’s death, I never believe that that was simply an auto accident. The most profound of my experiences is the going away of my Tisha. After 10 years of attempting to go away, she was successful on December 20th, 2015.
    As of November 2016, I had the reoccurring thought that quite possibly, my daughter has been gone for quite some time. What I am not sensing is whether she has died a while ago, in captivity somewhere else, or has she been cloned, and I was left with a copy of her. I am aware of how crazy this may sound to many; However, I am way beyond people labeling me as a crazed lunatic. I am telling a part of my life’s experience as I believe it to be. I am also very much aware, that there is a Sinister Agenda on this planet. There are those who are playing at being gods in the lives of us in this Global Community.
    So yes, I do believe that cloning is a daily practice, and I do believe that demonic entities has taken over the lives of many, resulting in the destroying and wrecking of many lives, that is individual lives, families, and communities. There is ample proof in the Holy Writings of demonic entities inhabiting souls……………………………………………………….
    “two men coming out from among the tombs met him. They were unusually fierce, so nobody had the courage to pass by on that road”
    “As Jesus got out onto land, a demon-possessed man from the city met him. For a considerable time he had not worn clothing, and he was staying, not in a house, but among the tombs.”
    “And immediately after Jesus got out of the boat, a man under the power of an unclean spirit met him from among the tombs.”
    “And continually, night and day, he was crying out in the tombs and in the mountains and slashing himself with stones.”……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
    There is no end to Demonic Propaganda, it’s designed to dumb down the Global Community to the truth of what's going on around us, a vicious attempt to throw people off the path of truth. ……………………………………“So down the great dragon was hurled, the original serpent, the one called Devil and Satan, who is misleading the entire inhabited earth; he was hurled down to the earth, and his angels were hurled down with him.“ They are, in fact, expressions inspired by demons.”……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. Along with the Demonic Propaganda there is Demonic Technology, these demonic technologies create clones, and other lab created organic Life forms around the globe and elsewhere.

    On March 18th, 2017 my older daughter picked me up to spend the day with her and the kids. As I entered my daughter’s apartment, I was greeted by a large portrait, possibly dimensions of 17 by 14, of a young beautiful girl. The photograph so caught my attention, I kept looking at it, I kept looking and wondering who it was. I felt drawn to the photo and kept going back again and again to looking at the person in the photo. I knew that I should know this person, but I just could not place her. I wondered if it was a family member that I have not met or was it a friend of my daughter Sapphire. I kept being drawn to the young woman in the photo, I felt like it was someone I knew, or should have known. At the better half of the day, I could not take it any longer, so I broke down and ask my daughter, who was the young lady in the photo, she said, ‘’that is Tisha,’’ After coming out of shock, I looked at the photograph again. It was at that point I recognize that it was my daughter Tisha.

    Why did I not recognize my own daughter in that photograph? I believe now that it was the reason that I felt months earlier, my Tisha had been replaced either with a clone or a demonic entity. The fact that I did not recognize her photograph in her sister’s home confirm to me that I am correct. She has been gone for some time.

    **Names have been changed
    For the unabridged version of this portion of “FOUNDATION” look for the official release later in 2018.
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  • This happened during our move from N.H. to Kansas sometime in the night of March 26-27 2018 in Portsmouth N.H. at an upper scale Hotel. When I went to bed there was no wound nothing out of the ordinary. I inspect my residual limb every night for bruising tissue breakdown etc. typical things every amputee does. This took until June to heal. I also had hand like bruises on my upper body as own would get if held down firmly. My wife an RN with over 30 years experience in wound care, trauma, Med-Surg, burn units, Hospice, and well every nursing discipline never saw a wound like this. There was no blood, no serous fluid that is typical of a burn. There is a deep layer of tissue gone. This is not a pressure wound from a prosthetic either as I do not use one due to nerve damage. Healing was very slow. Photo 2 is one of the bruises and discoloration on my upper left arm. The bruising became more pronounced as the day progressed. My wife circled the bruising as it was developing. Based on this what ever happened took place shortly before we both woke about 9:30 AM. I will post photos of this area on my residual limb later today along with other old scoop like wound marks.
    I just want to be left the hell alone by who or what is doing this. I don't really have bad experiences but some do send shivers down my spine not from fright but from being so odd. In fact one was rather pleasant and the after effects are still lingering on 12 years later. But I do want to be left alone I didn't ask for this or want it I just want to finish what time I have being left the hell alone.
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