042219 Dream last night had a public/online figure in it. Very odd.
In it, we were both leaving our spouses to be together- something I would not do to my spouse for anyone.
The dream kept returning to the same timeline, continuing with where it left off, and the feeling was very familiar, as if the person and I knew each other (though we don't in real life). I felt torn in the dream, not understanding why this person was there, why we were connecting, and why it was such a long and continual dream walk.
It wasn't necessarily unpleasant, I did not feel forced, but it felt like a very sad situation- confusing for everyone involved. And again, in my life, even from a perspective of who I might match up with heart-wise, this seemed out of place. At the last part, I was attempting telekinesis and able to move things, a paper covered? lamp cord hanging from the ceiling (which is not there in real life) and a wall hanging (also not here in real life)..and I would wake up and fall back to sleep, and re-dream that part, as if I had woken up and was really "awake" and it would happen again. The part that is unsettling for me about the entire night is it felt like there was an under-thread of energy connecting between me and this other "represented" person (I do not believe every person we dream about is a literal connection). It felt like- I can't really explain it, like that sense of holding someone's hand? and you can feel -somehow I do- that sense of connection, almost like energy.
For me this can also feel like a sort of telepathic/empath connection, in the sense, you can know what your partner is feeling or thinking as you spend enough time with them- a sort of "finishing each other's sentences" feeling I have only gotten with people who have either been very close to me growing up, being involved with, or those who I have had immediate connections with- which again, does not make sense with this individual, though I would say we swim in the same circles, me on the lower end of the food chain.
I shared with my spouse a bit about it, because we are close that way about alot of our experiences. It was unsettling, I think, because of how I felt in the dream vs who was in the dream. I woke up feeling bad for my husband. My husband who laughs and says I hook up with everyone in my dreams...lol. I am blessed to have someone who listens without judgement on this, esp in his position in my dreams.