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  • I've noticed something interesting lately through my desire to remember my MILAB experiences while also trying to reaffirm my spiritual practice through witchcraft. There are so many instances where a healer or psychic or medium will mention the idea of soul retrieval (a concept referring to the rediscovery/reconnection with parts of the soul that have separated from the main soul body during serious traumatic events) specifically in relation to past lives.

    This has recently come up very frequently for me, and it's become a sort of threaded connection I've been playing around with. During an episode of Cosmic Disclosure, Corey Goode described the process of preparing individuals for the end of their service, which included a sort of de-aging where the individual's physical body was age regressed back to its original state just prior to the MILAB abduction. Once they're put back into their original timeline, that individual essentially lives those years twice. I was taken around the age of 7, and assuming my service was for 15-20 years, my physical body will be reliving its own lifespan until I'm between 22-27 (which lines up with the time frame for my memories beginning to resurface).

    I don't think it's at all irrational to believe that the trauma involved with participating in this program (unwillingly for me, as an astral operator) would cause a fracture in the energetic/soul body, which might not immediately return, either on its own or after being sought out. But this leaves an interesting notion with how the metaphysical community might be interacting with this phenomenon without really realizing what they're dealing with. I've only ever heard soul retrieval used in relation to past life trauma (unless it was explicitly for a trauma that an individual remembered as part of their normal lifespan), so it would be likely that those years people spend in MILAB, due to the process involved with blankslating, would in fact seem or feel like their own past life.

    I suppose this realization came to me in a moment of frustration, when I recently within the last few weeks went to a local metaphysical shop to inquire about soul retrieval. The woman I spoke to insisted that it was almost always in relation to past lives, which didn't exactly fit for me because I know for sure that my MILAB experiences were far more horrific than my last few past lives (the most recent of which had me as an orphaned boy whose later wife died of the plague). So I was frustrated because I already knew the nature of this missing piece of my soul body, why it stayed away, when it returned to me, and the reason for its continued refusal to connect with the rest of me. I thought about this a lot for the next couple of days after I took up the woman's offer for a meditation to connect me with my personal Fetch Beast (an astral companion specific to the task of helping one travel to the astral, which I struggle with incredibly because of my MILAB service) and realized that my own frustration was keeping me from seeing the bigger picture.

    Part of my journey in this life, I truly believe, is to help bridge the gap between metaphysics and this aspect of disclosure. Energy healers are going to start coming into contact with a lot of MILAB individuals and will probably have quite a time trying to understand this odd addition of 15-20+ years attached to the soul's current lifetime that are not reflected in the physical body. And I believe that simply due to the nature of blankslating, after having read Dr. Michael Newton's books on past lives and life between lives, those years spent during service will probably energetically feel like their own separate past lives, when that's not totally the case.

    I'm sure there's more to it, or that some part of my rationalization is flawed, but ultimately the basic idea feels true to me, and I guess I just wanted the opportunity to write it down and read my thoughts for myself. It's difficult to pair these intensive disclosure aspects with the "woo woo" of metaphysics, but I think it's a really important connection to make.
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  • There’s an interesting sense of clarity and motivation I get in moments where I am not in the space to act on them - generally at work. I work an 8-5 job that requires two additional hours of driving daily, and for quite a few months I really felt that I had let myself down because I had not been able to facilitate a way to make money before I got to the point where having a full time job was necessary to sustain me. I was upset and discouraged because I played right into the system, and once you’re in corporate there is a very real sense of how easy it is to stay here and never leave. And I’m sure they know that.

    But I have to recognize what I’m grateful for. I can cover all of my necessities (rent, bills, car payment, student loans, groceries, insurance, etc.) on my own, and still have a little bit left over to encourage the rest. Like having enough money to see an energy healer after finding out that the piece of me that broke away after my MILAB training was finally back and ready to work on communicating with me again. I have the free mental capacity to be able to listen when my Higher Self tells me something because the big money stress is not on my shoulders.

    I get more and more clarity all the time on what I’m capable of, what I can explore to hone in on what my passions are. To learn what I can do to help. Before I came into this body my guides and my peers and I had a conversation about what this life should focus on, and not only am I glad that I have the self awareness to even know that, but I’m glad I’m learning to listen. To hear what I need so I can be who I need to be and fulfill that role I’m here to fulfill.
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  • I am absolutely amazed and excited that I've found this online space. It's always so eye opening to me when my low moments are followed by ones like these. Every once in a while the trauma of my MILAB experience rears its head without warning, and I can only be grateful when it happens while I'm alone with the space I need to process those emotions on my own terms. I had one of those moments this morning, and on a whim did a search on youtube just to see if there was anything new that I hadn't seen before, just to help soothe my nerves. And then I found another young woman talking about her experiences and felt this really intense sensation of "Oh my God, we really are remembering!"

    And then there was a link here, to a place full of people feeling and experiencing the exact same things, a part of this community that has always felt just out of reach to me. This is so awesome and so incredible, and those low moments where I'm reminded of all of the terrible things I went through are absolutely worth the moments like these, where I'm shown a new door.

    So thank you, Self, for helping me find this one!
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  • Have been having difficult memories arise lately. Taking the time to feel them fully and let them move through and out of me... will share at some point. Letting the pain fuel my fire to bring healing to the other #milab survivors ❤️
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  • A new update from Corey Goode!

    ""*****BREAKING*****

    Corey Goode:

    Retired ‘Dark Fleet’ surgeon, known as ‘BONES’, provides a full briefing to the SSP Alliance.

    Well over a year ago, I was contacted by an elderly male who claimed he was a retired surgeon from a major U.S. military branch. He had apparently been having someone in the Boulder area keep tabs on when I would be in town to shoot episodes of a series I was co-hosting.

    I was approached by his friend and told that a retired military surgeon wanted to talk to me about his lifelong involvement in a number of SSP related programs. Intuitively I felt his friend was being truthful so I arranged to make a long drive to a very remote location to meet this potential witness.

    The number of security measures was more than a bit of overkill. I keep an eye out for situations where ‘theatre’ is used to affect my decision making. This is a common counter intelligence tactic and is just one among a handful of red flags I watch out for. These signs seemed to be coming from a legitimate sense of anxiety from both parties involved.

    When we were first introduced, an elderly gentleman came walking out of an old trailer that looked like it had been an office building at various construction sites. He came down the short wooden flight of stairs slowly as his head seemed to be on a swivel checking the partier for anything suspicious.

    He introduced himself by his real name and asked that I refer to him as ‘BONES’. I asked him if it was in reference to the Star-Trek character. He stated that it was and that it would also be an alias that would get attention in the small circles of old-timers who were former high-level insiders.

    He told me that he had worked for a specific branch of the U.S. military for well over 30 years. He was a surgeon who had worked in various programs that were very similar to the MILAB programs from my youth. He stated that he was also involved in several ’20 and Backs’ over a 20-year period out of his military service.

    When I asked him which program he was involved in, he looked me straight in the eyes and told me the actual classified program name. He then said, “I think you have been referring to this program as ‘DARK FLEET’.” I was shocked to hear the actual name of this program dropped so freely.

    I had been told to keep a few of these program names confidential for a couple of reasons. I was told it was for operational security (Sources & Methods) and would cause problems for operatives in the field. The actual name coming out would give the programs the needed info to focus on a small group for questioning about the security breach.

    The second reason was to be able to use a few descriptive terms that I was told to create as a way to sniff out counter-intelligence and personality types seeking attention through mimicking the information. Some of the people coming forward with imaginative stories based on my testimony can be quite convincing and more than one respected researcher has fallen victim to these fan-fiction stories. A few of my trusted colleagues and I were clued in on this counter-intelligence method of protecting assets and sniffing out LARPers. It made it infinitely easier to weed them out when they approached us and stated they were in the ICC, Dark Fleet or Intergalactic League of Nations.

    I nurtured a friendship with ‘BONES’ and eventually earned his trust. It was difficult not talking publicly about all of the new info he was sharing with me about the ‘DARK FLEET.’ I was eventually able to talk him into meeting with the SSP Alliance to pass on a bunch of digitized files that he and others had been able to steal from this program. They had very carefully collected this information for decades.

    I arranged a meeting between BONES and Sigmund in a remote location in the mountains of Colorado. I was required to be at that meeting to make the introductions. When Sigmund arrived at that location with his small team, I was a bit surprised to see them arrive in pickups and SUV’s.

    I made the introduction and then we quickly got into the back of an SUV that had been lightly armored. Sigmund wasted no time laying into Bones and asking him about his background. Sigmund was not disappointed by the responses. Bones then reached into his coat and pulled out two hard drives.

    Bones handed them directly to Sigmund and told him that everything the SSP Alliance ever wanted to know about ‘DARK FLEET’ could be found on these drives. He also stated that there are multiple video files of him and others from this program giving their testimony and deathbed confessions. Bones reminded Sigmund of the danger his small group was putting itself in. Sigmund thanked him and provided him with a way to contact the SSP Alliance directly.

    I sensed that after being in a similar situation and being rescued by the SSP Alliance when he was in similar peril, he seemed to genuinely identify with Bones. The meeting ended as quickly as it began and we all headed in our separate directions.

    Over the following weeks and months, many other unrelated incidents occurred, and I was not in as close communications with BONES as I had been. I had put the situation with BONES in the back of my head and was focused on other things when Sigmund contacted me. Sigmund wanted to meet Gonzales and me for an important briefing in the early morning hours of November, 17th.

    Making a long story shorter, Gonzales and I ended up meeting Sigmund and many other SSP Alliance personnel at LOC Alpha Base, in a conference room that was set up for a video presentation on one of the large panel smart glass pads that lowered from the ceiling. We sat there as Sigmund talked about the new intelligence they had received about the Dark Fleet.

    He went on to give a nearly 3-hour summary on what was found on the two hard drives that Bones had given them. Sigmund was visibly excited and stated ‘We have everything! Their infrastructure, their lists of assets going back 80 years and where they are located. We now know of Dark Fleet bases in over a dozen different star systems as well as on the Earth and have the joint agreements and battle plans that the DARK FLEET had signed with the Draco’s and an insectoid race as well as non-aggression pacts with other ET Groups.”

    Sigmund stated that they now had everything they needed to intercept Dark Fleet assets on every continent on Earth. They have now identified every Dark Fleet agent and double agent on the planet and how they have infiltrated the ICC and MIC SSP Programs. He was confident that they now had enough information to pass to the Earth Alliance for future indictments.

    The SSP Alliance is also confident that they now have actionable intelligence on every ICC, Dark Fleet, Solar Warden and Intergalactic League of Nations base and asset in the galaxy and are ready once the action begins. I am told this will assure that the entire extraplanetary infrastructure that has been built in secret will be available for use by a new system that has been outlined. This is a post-disclosure plan that a minority in the Earth Alliance has put a lot of planning into.

    He went on to say that they are gathering information to release through me at a future date. I was told that after this information was compiled it would then be given to me to disclose in a way that is beneficial to the SSP Alliance. I was also informed that at about the same time that I am cleared to drop the Dark Fleet information that I should also be cleared to release the information from my meeting at the LOC Alpha, Bravo & Charley and the tour of ancient alien ruins within the Moon itself.

    I was told that the SSP Alliance is extremely happy with the success of ‘Above Majestic, The Implications of a Secret Space Program’ and that they hoped future movies could be used as a vehicle of disclosure. The SSP Alliance plan is unchanged, they plan to make a partial disclosure impossible and find a way to Full Disclosure thus delivering the entire ‘SSP Infrastructure’ to all of humanity on equal terms.

    I look forward to bringing that new and exciting information to you as soon as it is cleared. I am told that the new info on the Dark Fleet is so extensive that it will require a series of reports to disseminate it properly.

    I have also had a number of Anshar and Gonzales experiences that were noteworthy and had a significant impact on my journey that I hope to share soon.

    Thank you,
    Corey Goode""
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  • Breaking: Retired ‘Dark Fleet’ surgeon, known as ‘BONES’, provides a full briefing to the SSP Alliance.

    Well over a year ago, I was contacted by an elderly male who claimed he was a retired surgeon from a major U.S. military branch. He had apparently been having someone in the Boulder area keep tabs on when I would be in town to shoot episodes of a series I was co-hosting.

    I was approached by his friend and told that a retired military surgeon wanted to talk to me about his lifelong involvement in a number of SSP related programs. Intuitively I felt his friend was being truthful so I arranged to make a long drive to a very remote location to meet this potential witness.

    The number of security measures was more than a bit of overkill. I keep an eye out for situations where ‘theatre’ is used to affect my decision making. This is a common counter intelligence tactic and is just one among a handful of red flags I watch out for. These signs seemed to be coming from a legitimate sense of anxiety from both parties involved.

    When we were first introduced, an elderly gentleman came walking out of an old trailer that looked like it had been an office building at various construction sites. He came down the short wooden flight of stairs slowly as his head seemed to be on a swivel checking the partier for anything suspicious.

    He introduced himself by his real name and asked that I refer to him as ‘BONES’. I asked him if it was in reference to the Star-Trek character. He stated that it was and that it would also be an alias that would get attention in the small circles of old-timers who were former high-level insiders.

    He told me that he had worked for a specific branch of the U.S. military for well over 30 years. He was a surgeon who had worked in various programs that were very similar to the MILAB programs from my youth. He stated that he was also involved in several ’20 and Backs’ over a 20-year period out of his military service.

    When I asked him which program he was involved in, he looked me straight in the eyes and told me the actual classified program name. He then said, “I think you have been referring to this program as ‘DARK FLEET’.” I was shocked to hear the actual name of this program dropped so freely.

    I had been told to keep a few of these program names confidential for a couple of reasons. I was told it was for operational security (Sources & Methods) and would cause problems for operatives in the field. The actual name coming out would give the programs the needed info to focus on a small group for questioning about the security breach.

    The second reason was to be able to use a few descriptive terms that I was told to create as a way to sniff out counter-intelligence and personality types seeking attention through mimicking the information. Some of the people coming forward with imaginative stories based on my testimony can be quite convincing and more than one respected researcher has fallen victim to these fan-fiction stories. A few of my trusted colleagues and I were clued in on this counter-intelligence method of protecting assets and sniffing out LARPers. It made it infinitely easier to weed them out when they approached us and stated they were in the ICC, Dark Fleet or Intergalactic League of Nations.

    I nurtured a friendship with ‘BONES’ and eventually earned his trust. It was difficult not talking publicly about all of the new info he was sharing with me about the ‘DARK FLEET.’ I was eventually able to talk him into meeting with the SSP Alliance to pass on a bunch of digitized files that he and others had been able to steal from this program. They had very carefully collected this information for decades.

    I arranged a meeting between BONES and Sigmund in a remote location in the mountains of Colorado. I was required to be at that meeting to make the introductions. When Sigmund arrived at that location with his small team, I was a bit surprised to see them arrive in pickups and SUV’s.

    I made the introduction and then we quickly got into the back of an SUV that had been lightly armored. Sigmund wasted no time laying into Bones and asking him about his background. Sigmund was not disappointed by the responses. Bones then reached into his coat and pulled out two hard drives.

    Bones handed them directly to Sigmund and told him that everything the SSP Alliance ever wanted to know about ‘DARK FLEET’ could be found on these drives. He also stated that there are multiple video files of him and others from this program giving their testimony and deathbed confessions. Bones reminded Sigmund of the danger his small group was putting itself in. Sigmund thanked him and provided him with a way to contact the SSP Alliance directly.

    I sensed that after being in a similar situation and being rescued by the SSP Alliance when he was in similar peril, he seemed to genuinely identify with Bones. The meeting ended as quickly as it began and we all headed in our separate directions.

    Over the following weeks and months, many other unrelated incidents occurred, and I was not in as close communications with BONES as I had been. I had put the situation with BONES in the back of my head and was focused on other things when Sigmund contacted me. Sigmund wanted to meet Gonzales and me for an important briefing in the early morning hours of November, 17th.

    Making a long story shorter, Gonzales and I ended up meeting Sigmund and many other SSP Alliance personnel at LOC Alpha Base, in a conference room that was set up for a video presentation on one of the large panel smart glass pads that lowered from the ceiling. We sat there as Sigmund talked about the new intelligence they had received about the Dark Fleet.

    He went on to give a nearly 3-hour summary on what was found on the two hard drives that Bones had given them. Sigmund was visibly excited and stated ‘We have everything! Their infrastructure, their lists of assets going back 80 years and where they are located. We now know of Dark Fleet bases in over a dozen different star systems as well as on the Earth and have the joint agreements and battle plans that the DARK FLEET had signed with the Draco’s and an insectoid race as well as non-aggression pacts with other ET Groups.”

    Sigmund stated that they now had everything they needed to intercept Dark Fleet assets on every continent on Earth. They have now identified every Dark Fleet agent and double agent on the planet and how they have infiltrated the ICC and MIC SSP Programs. He was confident that they now had enough information to pass to the Earth Alliance for future indictments.

    The SSP Alliance is also confident that they now have actionable intelligence on every ICC, Dark Fleet, Solar Warden and Intergalactic League of Nations base and asset in the galaxy and are ready once the action begins. I am told this will assure that the entire extraplanetary infrastructure that has been built in secret will be available for use by a new system that has been outlined. This is a post-disclosure plan that a minority in the Earth Alliance has put a lot of planning into.

    He went on to say that they are gathering information to release through me at a future date. I was told that after this information was compiled it would then be given to me to disclose in a way that is beneficial to the SSP Alliance. I was also informed that at about the same time that I am cleared to drop the Dark Fleet information that I should also be cleared to release the information from my meeting at the LOC Alpha, Bravo & Charley and the tour of ancient alien ruins within the Moon itself.

    I was told that the SSP Alliance is extremely happy with the success of ‘Above Majestic, The Implications of a Secret Space Program’ and that they hoped future movies could be used as a vehicle of disclosure. The SSP Alliance plan is unchanged, they plan to make a partial disclosure impossible and find a way to Full Disclosure thus delivering the entire ‘SSP Infrastructure’ to all of humanity on equal terms.

    I look forward to bringing that new and exciting information to you as soon as it is cleared. I am told that the new info on the Dark Fleet is so extensive that it will require a series of reports to disseminate it properly.

    I have also had a number of Anshar and Gonzales experiences that were noteworthy and had a significant impact on my journey that I hope to share soon.

    Thank you,
    Corey Goode
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  • In this third article Swaruu, a young extraterrestrial woman from Taygeta of the Pleiades, with whom we are in contact in WRITING, will explain the technology of the clones that is already in use on Planet Earth, but that at the moment only the Elites have access to. It will explain how they work, and what kind of Artificial Intelligence is behind them. The Red Queen will be mentioned, a Super Artificial Intelligence that controls everything, and how the chips that governments want to implant work. We will talk about abductions and #MILAB also. Much to learn in this article. Until next time! #artificialintelligence #pleiadians #extraterrestrials
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6fCO_5Ky88&t=9s
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  • "The subatomic particles, officials said, could potentially unlock our understanding of the universe and lay the ground work for particle physics research for years to come, officials said.
    The accelerator upgrades are a major component of the Fermilab-hosted Deep Underground Neutrino Experiment in South Dakota, which is the largest international science experiment ever to be conducted on U.S. soil."
    http://www.chicagotribune.com/suburbs/aurora-beacon-news/news/ct-abn-fermilab-st-0805-story.html
    Fermilab to upgrade accelerator that will boost particle physics research for years to come
    Fermilab physicists in Batavia are excited that they have received both federal and international support for an accelerator upgrade project.
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  • Okay so the regression sessions got way pushed back, which I think was good as I was still integrating the traumatic memories that randomly came up, but now I have my first session with Barbara Lamb tomorrow, then another with a dear sister I met at contact later on next week. I am so grateful to have support with the trauma around my #MILAB experiences. I felt so alone for so long. I know this is a huge part of my purpose, to share my story and healing journey to help others
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