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  • People Who Support Internet Censorship Are Infantile Narcissists https://snooze2awaken.com/2019/06/09/people-who-support-internet-censorship-are-infantile-narcissists/ Writes Caitlin Johnstone, "In a corporatist system of government which draws no meaningful distinction between corporate power and state power, corporate censorship is state censorship. Only someone who believes that giant Silicon Valley corporations would implement censorship according to their own personal values system could ever support giving these oligarchic establishments that kind of power. And if you believe that, it’s because you never really grew up." #censorship #demonetization #deplatforming #internetcensorship #fascism #freedomofspeech #freespeech #FirstAmendment #FirstAmendmentrights #socialmediapurge #thoughtcontrol #thoughtpolice #techgiants #brainwashing #propaganda #statepower #GoogleandNSA #fakenews #freesoiciety #journalism #JulianAssange #fakedemocracy #democracy #hatespeech #manufacturingconsent #warmachine #militaryindustrialcomplex #corporatism #narcissism #narcissist #woke
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  • Democracy And Free Speech Under Extreme Attack By Hypocrite 'Woke' Corporations - And 'Progressives' Cheer http://ow.ly/zLn230oRjHH
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  • The Lure of a Stimulus-response World https://snooze2awaken.com/2019/05/13/the-lure-of-a-stimulus-response-world/ “Part of the control covert op involves convincing people they’re stimulus-response organisms and nothing else.” #JonRappoport #censorship #deplatforming #freedom #liberty #freedomofspeech #FirstAmendment #imagination #voice #findingyourvoice #creativity #Matrix #controlsystem #Cabal #DeepState #awakening #consciousevolution #rulefollower #sheeple #brainwashing #propaganda #individual #individuality #sovereignty #whistleblower #health #activism #AI #artificialintelligence #woke
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  • Post #2: In this post I wanted to talk about what led to my repeating dream stopping and the abduction experience that may or may not be related to the stoppage of these dreams. You see on my 8th birthday I had the typical "Chucky Cheese" party and went home afterwards. Well that night I was very distracted with all the presents I had received and wasn't thinking about going to sleep. Well eventually bedtime came and as I start dosing off , all of the sudden I felt this gut wrenching fear in the pit of my stomach and was paralyzed by it. The next thing I know I am being lifted from my bed , totally stiff , not able to make a peep, i could only open and close my eyes and slightly tip my chin down to try and see what was going on. The next thing I know as soon as I am clear of the bunk bed me and my brother slept on , I started to rise , rising all the way up to just hitting the ceiling. Once my nose was about to touch the ceiling i started feeling, what I can only describe as the tingling feeling you get after a arm or foot goes numb from siting or sleeping on it for so long and once the blood starts to flow back in again the little tingling / pin pricks you feel just before you get the total feeling back. As i came closer and started feeling the tingling /pin pricks all over my body I closed my eyes to try and wake myself up but came to realize that this wasn't a dream I was totally conscious and aware. I must have passed through the ceiling and roof to where ever I was being taken, I lost consciousness for a bit during that transition. I awoke still paralyzed but was now on some kind of table or gurney. I could see several dark figures all around me. This was a very dark place, the sound was muffled as if I were under water or something. The only light was just above me in the center of the room but was so bright I could not make out a light fixture or light bulb I could only see light. I couldn't see anything , but I could hear movement and rapid clicking noises all around me. One of the beings stepped up into to the light just enough to where I could see its head and the upper shoulders. This being is what we refer to as a Grey now days. But it had slightly larger human looking eyes , not big black eyes like I hear so many describe. At this time in my young life I had no knowledge of aliens or ufo's so to me this was a monster and then I passed out. After that I do not remember anything until I was startled awake while being dropped back in my bed. I convinced myself that this was just a very vivid nightmare. But after that experience my reoccurring dream stopped within a couple of days. To this day I do not know why I was able to remember so much about that experience and why it is the only experience I remember having with the Grey beings. But there have been several instances throughout my life where I was awakened by the feeling of being dropped onto my mattress or awakened by that scary feeling in the pit of my stomach. Whatever they did it at least stopped that horrible repeating night mare from happening. It wasn't until my 2nd OBE in my early 20's that I came to realize why I had these experiences and what they meant. Thank you for reading part 2 of my story of awakening. I will post parts 3 & 4 at a later date.
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  • 050219 Dream was all over the place last night. Remaining - there was a couple, a man and a woman. The sense was they had a habit of infiltrating and "taking"- succubus/vampyric energy types. The woman was a young thin blonde, the man- brunette but his appearance would change later on.

    These two were not high level energy- they were low density infiltration types.
    Obvious and did not seem to have an issue about what they did.

    At first- there was this group studying together- like a spiritual group- we were learning alchemy/magic? and ways of the "upper world".

    We would split off into different ways of being and reconnect in "upper world" reality, like a soul study group. So the dream felt fragmented as if my brain was trying to combine these two concepts into an understanding of worlds we inhabited.

    This couple made themselves present in the upper world as journalistic types, like news reporters- the look was very h-wood.

    At one point, in upper life, this became apparent to me and we were walking around some area-it was somehow both a park with a baseball field, inc a curved cage around home plate and an entry way to our "study" place.

    So this couple was there with us, and I felt like at that time, our leader of sorts (K) did not know this couple was [our] issue. They were being allowed "in" somehow.

    So during the "walk down", somehow me and this couple had crossed paths. I was somehow seeing the stuff the woman was doing, almost remotely- as if it were a gift I was using and part of my group as a whole- almost like a lookout/guard. I was closest in "rank" to "K" and so this was part of my job to make sure this group knew of energy interlopers.

    I felt a sort of mentor relationship with K, as if I was being trained for something- like a new position but it was more like a gradual process, not like a rush or an intended outcome.

    It felt like it was part of our group's way of being- we just grew our gifts and then found a niche or useful place for them, there was no competition. But there were still people? others? that wanted to somehow get into this group-for selfish reasons.

    I saw the succub woman sort of sneaking around- her energy seemed obvious- at least to me. My group seemed less aware. I saw the man- he somehow tricked this other man, and this- succubus?

    I saw an image of him in bed with this man in the most awkward position- it was on a bed, and one man was on his back and this succub was on his back too- and they were like connecting through their feet? and legs? but was meant to be sexual and the succub, at that moment, I could see he was wearing a wig and he was actually very old but with a fit body.

    He had no hair, he was bald. And his features looked very old but - it was like he was getting something from this man and he did not know it somehow that this was a bad situation. And he saw that I saw him- and it had been like me hovering in the room, watching "in".

    And he told the woman. And when I went back to what felt like my body, I went to tell my mentor, and she was getting the group ready- i peeked in and they were surprised to see me. They looked an odd bunch. One was very small with glasses and a big afro hairstyle, but they looked asian, and light skinned. That one looked at me with confusion- as if they don't often see me.

    It looked like a group getting together for a book club and I looked at my mentor in confusion and she conveyed these were the group (again, split world).

    I left to go downstairs as if I were to wait for her while she finished up. And then the woman showed up- somehow she had gotten in before the mentor came down- I think my going up to the upper world let her in somehow that time.

    And immediately I tried to do some sort of hand spell and she was prepared for this. She held up a block of what looked like rock? granite? it was rough looking but square and it blocked my power to hold her back, and she somehow did something that knocked me on my a$$.

    I was then on the floor- very hard to fight her off, and she was putting a round cloth, like a scarf, over my face, and there was a coin in the center that she placed - so the scarf was a circle over my face, on the center there was a hole, and she placed this old coin there- and I fought her alot before she could do that- I called 2 names, one escaped me and the other was Karen (K).

    I was so worried for them, she was inside now, and they had no warning. I kept screaming Karen! and the other name but it was like Karen & the other name were the same person- it is as if I cannot remember the second name because it is meant to be kept secret?

    And when she put that scarf on me and the coin was at the top, I mostly fought the coin being in the hole- it was as if, it was going to block something on my face that I did not want blocked- I would say my mouth for air, but it meant more than that and I keep getting a "third eye" sense but it is still connected to breathing somehow.

    I managed to pull the coin loose while we were fighting but there were still threads, and I used that small space to keep yelling for Karen- somehow, I know that Karen could overpower this being.

    I woke up right after. Felt sad. Like I had left somewhere again, and had left people open to harm somehow.
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  • Progressives offended over the fact that “Miss Scotland” contest only contains Scottish women, not African women… has “woke” gone full retard yet? http://ow.ly/5QKQ30oBRbi
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  • I wrote a lot of very negative posts those past months... I just awoke from this.
    I was dealing with depression , now I feel finally and suddenly better...As if I just awoke from a neverending nightmare...Now I will try to take care myself to not fall again so deep
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  • 04-23/24-19

    Went to bed last night listening to a 3rd eye hypnosis...must have fallen asleep..woke up with a thud to rt side of stomach/chest, not painful, almost electrical?

    Took breath away for a second.

    -black out

    Happened again, but much smaller and then

    - black out.

    Black outs felt like a knockout before surgery- as if I had been woken by mistake and put back under.

    Then-

    -woken up feeling someone/thing's hand on my rt mid-thigh.
    (Hub asleep, no one nearby, I am in separate hosp bed)

    -black out

    -woke to someone/thing's hand? on my right knee, gently grabbing it by kneecap, shaking it (I asked out loud "what?" or something similar, thinking maybe my daughter not feeling well ). No answer.

    -black out

    -woke to someone/thing's hand on my right foot, gently wiggling my foot and toes back and forth, as if to wake me. I cannot move my foot/toes independently like that. By then, did not feel it was kids/hub and jerked foot away.

    -black out

    -woke to something jumping up on my bed next to my left upper quadrant, next to waist/ribs.

    -black out

    -woke to something jumping up again on my left, jumping more forcefully, wiggling and indenting bed next to my side.
    This last incident upsetting and called out to hub "help me, help me" and it was like talking under sedation, very hard to not slur words.

    -black out

    My hub was moving and waking up w/me when I spoke during knee touch & 2nd side.
    I could see and hear him being awakened before black outs. Slept w/o interruption after returning to sleep, playing full length of hypno (act of defiance on my part).

    Today hub remembers none of it, though that is not his habit.
    I woke up feeling like a truck ran over me. Right side hurting, head to toe.
    Esp right arm nerves and joints and other areas, but left side pain-free.
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  • 042219 Dream last night had a public/online figure in it. Very odd.
    In it, we were both leaving our spouses to be together- something I would not do to my spouse for anyone.
    The dream kept returning to the same timeline, continuing with where it left off, and the feeling was very familiar, as if the person and I knew each other (though we don't in real life). I felt torn in the dream, not understanding why this person was there, why we were connecting, and why it was such a long and continual dream walk.
    It wasn't necessarily unpleasant, I did not feel forced, but it felt like a very sad situation- confusing for everyone involved. And again, in my life, even from a perspective of who I might match up with heart-wise, this seemed out of place. At the last part, I was attempting telekinesis and able to move things, a paper covered? lamp cord hanging from the ceiling (which is not there in real life) and a wall hanging (also not here in real life)..and I would wake up and fall back to sleep, and re-dream that part, as if I had woken up and was really "awake" and it would happen again. The part that is unsettling for me about the entire night is it felt like there was an under-thread of energy connecting between me and this other "represented" person (I do not believe every person we dream about is a literal connection). It felt like- I can't really explain it, like that sense of holding someone's hand? and you can feel -somehow I do- that sense of connection, almost like energy.
    For me this can also feel like a sort of telepathic/empath connection, in the sense, you can know what your partner is feeling or thinking as you spend enough time with them- a sort of "finishing each other's sentences" feeling I have only gotten with people who have either been very close to me growing up, being involved with, or those who I have had immediate connections with- which again, does not make sense with this individual, though I would say we swim in the same circles, me on the lower end of the food chain.
    I shared with my spouse a bit about it, because we are close that way about alot of our experiences. It was unsettling, I think, because of how I felt in the dream vs who was in the dream. I woke up feeling bad for my husband. My husband who laughs and says I hook up with everyone in my dreams...lol. I am blessed to have someone who listens without judgement on this, esp in his position in my dreams.
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  • 040419 (day ago) Dream about a roller coaster type track- this has happened before. It is a bit strange when I am on these types of machinery because they always feel like a mix of somewhere I've been and something I am familiar with, but not quite something from my regular life that I can place. This roller coaster did remind me a bit of a work track, with it not being so much about entertainment like a roller coaster, as much as it was about just a working transport. It was so detailed- like being there and it was overwhelming..and I remember an underground area and some water, too- like it was going through a cavern or caves and water was around. I remember I was alone at some point and it felt more I was trying to escape using the carts, like I was trying to stash away on it to get out of this place. I need to find a better way to dictate dreams because I lost alot w/this one waking up in the morn and getting distracted right away.
    I did notice that I was having an increase in weird dreams prior to this that were highly active, like my old dreams that feel like I am splitting living between places. The dreams tend to be tedious- sometimes working 8hr shifts at jobs and feeling like 8hrs actually went by, vs blipping through it
    Woke up after that dream with a sore spot on my rt side of my hip, that reminded me of the heparin shots I would get at the hospital. It feels like a marble size ball is under that area (soft area above my hip bone, towards the back a little). I can't sleep on my right side so not from that, and the tenderness and small ball reminds me of the heparin because my body would immediately respond like that to subcutaneous injections (no meds at all here, and a shot def not something I would do at home at all, too). Being bedbound I do not know how this could have happened. It is a little bigger today and seems to be deep under the tissue, and it surprised me surfacing over night.
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